CHAPTER 59 PAYBACK

EDWARD’S ETERNAL KISS

CHAPTER 59

PAYBACK

~x~x~x~BELLA~x~x~x~

“Come on Bella! Tell us!”

“I don’t know!” I scowled at all of them.

“You have to know!” Rosalie snapped.

“No I don’t!”

“Come on guys leave her alone she is going to get a little pissed off if you keep your shit up.” Esme defended me.

Several of the Cullen’s gasped.

“Did you just hear that? Esme said shit!” Emmett taunted her. “ewwwwwwww I am telling Carlisle when he gets home you are in so much trouble!!”

“Shut up you big brute….You don’t scare me.” She rolled her eyes at her son and I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Woo Hoo you go Esme!” Tia howled out and whistled.

“Damn Mom…what the hell?” Emmett feigned hurt as I continued to just giggle.

Everyone was trying to get me to tell them what Edward had planned to make them show how sorry they were for yelling at me. I honestly had no idea what Edward was planning. I could hear Ben upstairs tapping his fingers on Carlisle’s desk as Edward convinced him to invest in the football stadium and team. Then I heard someone writing on a notepad.

That was funny. I have heard that before between them. Then it hit me all of a sudden. Maybe they were secretly communicating. Edward's ability would make it easy all Ben would have to do was write. What were they up to? Did it have to do with the football team?

The way I understood it they threw in a shit ton of money to get it built faster by having sections built elsewhere and shipped in. All I knew was they had a date set to introduce the team into the NFL at the start of next season. Alice had become involved by offering up her services to manage the Cheerleading team. Rosalie and Esme were working on the promotion of the huge event.

Edward was becoming far more involved than he had anticipated now finding himself recruiting financial help from potential investors as Emmett’s job had shifted to planning and dealing with the stadium location.

Edward even called Charlie and got his input on ideas for design of The Los Angeles Hellions team logo and Mascot.

~X~X~X~

“Where are we going?”

“It is a surprise.” He chuckled and I could smell familiar scents. Jet fuel. Asphalt. He was climbing stairs and I jumped when the engines started. I knew that sound. Ben’s jet.

“Edward can I take the blindfold off?”

“No, now behave.”

“Fine.” I scowled crossing my arms as he buckled me in.

“Hello Mr. Cullen. Can I get either of you anything?” I knew that voice it was the blonde bitch from the last trip we took on this plane.

“No Thank you.” Edward replied his words clipped.

“Well if there is anything…really anything at all.”

Yeah she can get a man of her own Jeeze!

“We are fine thank you.” He added and sat down next to me. My eyes still covered with the blindfold.

“You don’t seriously plan on me wearing this the whole trip do you?” I asked.

“Shush.” I felt him shuffle in his seat and a familiar coldness wrapped around my neck.

“Isabella you are now collared per our agreement. Do you remember what you said after the night of the munch?”

I didn’t respond as I felt him click it into place.

“You may answer.”

“Yes Master. I forfeited my right to withhold my submission from you.”

“Yes you did.” I could hear the smile in his tone and my girly parts tingled.

“We will arrive in forty-five minutes love. Then it is a mere twenty from there.”

I knew where we were going.

A big cheesy grin spread across my face.

“What is that smile for? You may answer.”

“We are going home aren’t we?” I could hear the excitement in my voice.

“That we are love. Vladimir and Stephen just left an hour ago. They updated and made some repairs and left my secret gift for you on our table. You know which table I am talking about don’t you Isabella? You may answer.” He whispered.

I practically squealed with excitement my knee bouncing.

“Yes Master. Our table.”

“Hmm…the very same table I stole your innocence on.” He hummed in my ear as his lips ghosted along my neck.

“Relax Isabella another forty minutes till we land.”

I wanted to jump out of my seat do a sky dive and run the rest of the way home.

“Shall I keep you preoccupied?” he whispered and I felt his hand rub my knee pushing the hem of my already short skirt up.

“Mm…” I hummed.

His fingers slowly slid up the inside of my thigh and then were suddenly gone.

I waited.

Nothing.

He shifted in his seat and the plane taxis down the runway. He is fucking with me now. Teasing me. I inhale trying to decipher what is happening around me. I smell her in the cabin and suppress a guttural growl for the flirty wench. Her blood has no appeal to me at all. I am surprised. I hear Garrett getting clearance for altitude.

I turn and smell my sexy vamp next to me. His lust is building. His scent increases as we inch closer to LA. By the time I recognize all that is around me by scent alone, we are landing. Edward gets up and leans down to unfasten me. He is close. I can feel his breath on my cheek. “Hmm…it seems a little pussy cat is a little anxious to get out of here.” I smirk.

Twenty minutes later, I am standing in our foyer still blindfolded. I smell the hints of Stephan and Vlad. Edward then slides his arm underneath my knees cradles me to him and tells Laurent to make like a ghost and disappear. I hear the door close and Edward is heading upstairs. Humans pace. He is such a tease.

He sets me down and orders me to stay put. I hear him open the bedroom door, he tugs my hand, and I follow behind him.

“Perfect.” He whispers and pulls me in further. I smell the leather from the table. They must have moved it into our playroom from the old one. Then I realize I am not in the old playroom. This floor is wood. Our playroom is marbled floors.

A hint of anger spikes but I am collard. I have to learn to control myself.

I stand here and hear him shuffle around the room.

Then he is behind me undressing me slowly and I want to protest. I want to demand he take me to our playroom.

He slips something on me. It feels slightly familiar and he steps away but as he does, the blindfold disappears and I realize he is behind me.

“Turn around Kitten.”

He doesn’t usually call me Kitten in his Master persona anymore but I do as requested.

He is leaning against the table looking exactly like he did that first night we were together and my eyes scan down to see I am wearing the same cover up.

He smirks and I feel utterly elated. He is replaying our first time. He steps up slowly and his ling fingers run along my jaw.

“Seem a little familiar love?” he coos in a sexy breathy voice.

I smile.

“Hmm…I think you may approve of this scene.” He murmurs as his tongue glides along my jaw line where he stops at my lobe and flicks it before he nibbles.

His voice comes out all breathy and deep. I know in a flash of an instant that it is not Edward speaking to me.

It is Edwarcula.

“Sweet innocent little Bella…you wanted to play with the big bad vampire? Bring it on pussycat. Let’s play.”  

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In Loving Memory of UberVamp

 

You will be so sadly missed Sweetheart. My thoughts go out to all of your family.

A little Roblove to you Ania in your memory....

Chapter 58 My Girl

Edward’s Eternal Kiss

Chapter 58

My Girl

~X~X~X~Bella~X~X~X~

I felt his hands on my hips as he helped me reach the peak of my orgasm. I leaned down once again and claimed his as mine. He was mine. I owned this man just as he owned me. There was no way in hell I would give up on us so easily. I would fight tooth and nail for him.

For us.

The thoughts of all those times when he looked at me the way that only Edward did, the way he adored me, I knew how could I not fight for that even after I screwed up so badly?

As I licked his wound and turned to curl up into his arms, I had to tell him what he meant to me.

“Edward, I love you with every part of me that allows me to. I don’t understand fully what love is, but I know that to walk around on this earth without you in my life would end any reason I would want to even exist. I am so sorry I didn’t tell you what I was thinking. I should have felt comfortable in telling you everything and from this moment on baby, I promise I will. There is nothing we can’t deal with. If I have hurt you beyond words then please tell me now so I can do what I can to fix it. I am so sorry baby. So very sorry that I fucked up.” I hugged him tightly.

“I am sorry too. For my reactions. I lost control but when it comes to Him Bella, I have a tendency to do that especially where your safety is concerned. You are the most important thing in my life. I love you. I love that you trusted me to ever submit yourself to me fully and I miss our playtime. I know you said that you would only give in to the one night of the munch but God Bella, I want to take you home and to our playroom and play until we just collapse from exhaustion.” His lips pressed into my forehead.

I giggled. “That would have to be some serious playing considering we are vampires and all. I wonder how long that would take.”

“We can always go home and test it out.” He kissed the top of my head with little kisses.

“Ben was pretty angry with me.”

“Well I can imagine so. No vampire wants to imagine what happened Bella. We give in fully and although I don’t understand the details and I will have to talk to Alice and Carlisle to understand how this is seen as a gift, I too was wondering out there when I talked to Emmett about a few things that struck me oddly. When I released you baby, you were in hunting mode. Kittenella should have been out fully. Let me ask you this, do you remember when you hunt? Do you remember what happens?”

“Bits and pieces. Some things are sort of hazy but I do have little memories of it.”

“I didn’t Bella; I have no memory of the time when I turned him over fully letting him have control. I know I killed humans and there was a hint of coherency or a very tiny part of me that could guide his choices as I hoped it lured him towards the humans that were bad people. But I could not remember anything about what happened during each one. When I hunt now I still don’t fully let go so I am present for each kill to a certain degree. I am too afraid to let go fully. I didn’t fully let go until last night and well, I have no memory and I am sorry.”

“No. You don’t get to apologize. You have nothing to apologize for. I had the thought and my curiosity got the better of me. When I was sitting out here, I was thinking and remembering things that happened when she comes out. I noticed the difference when I do something that I want and when I think she is influencing me. Everything has a hazy halo around it when she influences me, I am pretty sure of it. I will have to pay better attention. She has been too quiet since all this talk about her. It pisses me off.”

“We need to talk to Carlisle.” He stated.

“You have no pants do you want me to go get you some?” I asked.

Just then, we both heard a little voice yelling through the trees, “Heads up!” as a pair of Edward’s denim jeans came floating down from the sky to land next to us with a thud. Edward started to laugh so hard his whole body was shaking.

“She is so reliable. I could get used to that!” I laughed.

Edward smirked as I looked up to meet with his eyes.

“It’s pretty embarrassing to think that she knows I even need them. I don’t even want to go there.” He chuckles.

“You are a mess.” I state looking him over.

“You did this to me.” His voice was soft and soothing.

I miss him when he is away for any amount of time. It feels like forever until I get to see him again.

“Edward I am sorry I disobeyed my Master.” I watched for his reaction to see if Ben was right if he would truly be disappointed.

“What?” He looked confused.

“Ben said I was still collard and that he thought that I disobeyed you. What is worse is that we were talking about this in front of Carlisle. Ben thinks that you are going to be really torn up and he was worried. We didn’t mean for Carlisle to hear this but he did. He knows about our lifestyle now.”

He just stared at me as if he was off in some far world of his own.

“Edward?”

“What the hell did Ben say to you? Did he yell at you like Emmett did?” he sat up pulling me up with him and gripping my hips to situate me. His erection didn’t go unnoticed now that it was poking me in my girly parts and I started to wiggle at the feeling and became a little sidetracked by the hardness underneath me.

“Bella as adorable as you are losing focus in your newborn way I want you to focus on me and this conversation.”

“You don’t like it when I wiggle.” I said as I shifted a little and he let out a groan.

“I love it when you wiggle but now is not the time.”

“Why have you never told Carlisle about your lifestyle? Does he know about Rosalie and Em?”

“Yes but that is only because Emmett is an idiot that goes around wearing t-shirts that state he is proud of being dominated. Rosalie is an enigma all her own. It’s pretty much a given who runs that relationship. As for me…I never told him because…well Carlisle tends to see everything from a scientific and medical perspective. He is so inquisitive and I just didn’t want to confess to my own father that I was doing my own strange form of research trying to figure out how to become aroused with a female. It is not something I am proud of Bella. It’s downright fucking embarrassing. Let alone to tell my own father one day out of the blue that, ‘Hey dad…I don’t get hard for girls why is that?’ you know.” He looked down and it looked like he was staring at my breasts but he looked sad.

“I almost thought he knew something was wrong when Emmett’s gift didn’t work on me at first. He asked me all sorts of questions, and well I don’t tell him everything because for him it just raises more questions.”

“Well he told Ben he suspected it. Ben is worried about your friendship now. He thinks that what I did could ruin it.”

“Where does he get that idea from?”

“I don’t know. He was pretty mad. I was collared Edward.”

“No...well…yeah you were but damn it he should know that we don’t go by the rules. Our relationship is ours and he has no right to be angry with you for this. This is between you and me. I am going to have to talk to him.”

“He apologized Edward. He really was very sorry. He wanted to leave but I told him not to.”

“What?”

“After Alice revealed that my demon had a gift he just sat there in the chair talking to himself and questioning all the things he has done. He thinks he is a lousy Mentor and wants to quit. I tried to tell him that I wasn’t angry and that it wasn’t his fault it was mine but he told me that he didn’t deserve to have me as a friend let alone a mentor. That I was far too kind and that he should be burning in hell for flipping out on me the way he did.”

“So he did yell at you?”

“I think he is just really confused right now. I am beginning to think that mentoring us is like a curse.” I laughed.

Edward smirked. “Not a curse Kitten…a really hard and challenging job maybe but not a curse. We just aren’t your typical Dom and Sub. We are anything but that and why do you keep evading my question. Did Ben yell at you or didn’t he?”

“He passionately told me how he felt.” I knew this wouldn’t work but I didn’t want there to be any bad feelings between them. Ben and Tia are friends and he was only being what he is. I can’t blame him for it.

Edward just rolled his eyes and scowled. “Passionate my ass. In case you forgot Bella, I have been on the receiving end of Ben’s wrath. I know just how passionate he can get. It is his Dominant persona that comes out sometimes when it shouldn’t. Punk ass motherfucker thinks he is all knowing and shit. He has a big head sometimes.”

“Edward please for me don’t let this come between you two. I love them and I can forgive him for it.”

“You forgive to easily do you know that?” He murmured as his lips brushed over my cheek.

“So what are you saying that I shouldn’t forgive you so easily when I have to?”

“No Bella. I am sort of glad you can drop something that seems so enormous to anyone else. Your heart is so sweet and endearing and caring and it’s one of the reasons I love you the way I do.”

“Yeah?” I asked playfully teasing.

“Yeah.” He smiled and just gazed at me. “So does this mean that even after what has happened that you still want to marry me?”

“Edward Cullen of course I do. Why wouldn’t I?”

“You have a personal experience with my worst half Kitten. You know all of me now. It is just hard to wrap my head around that little fact. I would have thought you would have went running and screaming from me.”

I laughed throwing my head back before I finally stopped and said, “If there was ever a time I should have screamed and ran from you, it was the day you told me you were a dead man.”

He laughed with me. “Touché.”

~X~X~X~

I could hear the heated exchange going on between Edward and Ben up in Carlisle’s office but I kept out of it. It was between them for them to work out. I forgave Ben because I loved him and Tia to death. They were really great friends and we loved being around them even when the two Dom’s bumped heads on occasion.

Esme was sitting next to me with her laptop and showing me locations for Wedding plans. I smiled and nodded in all the right places and tried to give into her ideas and then I realized that this was my wedding. I needed to take control of it.

“I appreciate all the help Esme but I really want to have Edward sit down with me and plan this out together. I want to know what his ideas are. What he envisions. He is the one that has been waiting for this forever and well me to be honest I didn’t really think about this until just now. I am not even sure where I want the ceremony to be.”

She patted my leg and said, “Okay well just in case you need any help you know where to find me. May I just ask that you both don’t go off and elope? It would kill us all.” She gave me the puppy Esme eyes.

“I promise.” Now I knew that it had to at least involve the family.

Just then Emmett came down the stairs scanned the room and his eyes landed on me.

“Hey Bella. I sort of need to apologize to you for earlier.”

“Oh Emmett…just drop it. I am not angry. You are just lucky I didn’t come at you with my pretend fangs.”

He smirked. “No I really need to say I am sorry. I was fucking brutal and it was wrong. I am sorry truly. I owe you. So give me your best….force me to do something to show you just how sorry I am.”

“Oh Bella the opportunities you could have with this one!” Jasper laughed.

“No Emmett really.”

“Hush your mouth you will take this opportunity for all three of them!” Edward said as he came down with Ben and Rosalie in tow.

“Edward really. I forgive them.”

“No. I have decided that they are going to make sure and apologize to you in the most extraordinary way.”

Everyone stared at Edward.

“And just how is that Bro? What are you scheming in that little noggin of yours?” Emmett’s eyes narrowed.

“Oh big brother you just wait. I will make sure that all three of you are going to let the world know how sorry you are for yelling at Bella!”

Alice’s eyes hazed over and she giggled throwing her head back laughing.

“What Alice what did you see?” Rosalie asked with a look of worry.

“Oh sis you are going to have to wait for this one. I am zipping my future telling lips closed!” she mimics the zipping of her lips.

All three of them groaned.

We spent the next several hours discussing the gift that my demon possesses. It was going to be hard to test it because I wasn’t the one that had control of it. It was going to be something that we would figure out over time and Alice suggested that I put all my thoughts into doing things that could instigate her. I argued that she already knew my plans so it was a moot point to try.

“It could take years before you figure this out Bella. It is just something you will have to pay extra special attention to.” Carlisle added.

He and Edward had not talked since he returned and Esme really laid into him as they began to assess the damage to the house. The following afternoon they had a ton of supplies delivered on a truck from the local do it yourself center. All of us girls sat around and supervised the reconstruction of the wall and roof as we watched our vampires move at lightning speed, shirtless mind you while they played the role of carpenters.

“Oh Jazzy, I could seriously get used to you wearing a tool belt and nothing else.” Alice sighed gazing at Jasper in his jeans and tool belt. He grinned and winked at her.

“Thanks darlin. I just may let that little fantasy play out one evening.”

Rosalie groaned. “Get a room!”

“I don’t know I can kind of see Carlisle in just a tool belt. Sexy blonde little hammer wielding hunk.” She shuddered and I burst out laughing at the mere thought and that is when Emmett decided that he was past being sorry and feeling his impish self again.

He unleashed his gift on me with all he had.

I gazed at Dr. Cullen and my eyes became all hooded and hazy and I blurted out, “I could only imagine…I wonder what would be sexier him with just the tape measure or the stethoscope.”

Everyone laughed and I covered my mouth as my eyes met with Dr. Cullen’s. He gave me the sexiest wink and chuckled to himself shaking his head.

Oh, Jesus I am so going to kill Emmett!

“Emmett Cullen damn it knock that shit off!” Edward yelled at him.

“You want a piece of me bro?” he asked standing up and banging on his chest as he approached Edward.

“All right no fighting you two!” Esme interrupted their little confrontation.

Edward turned to me and smirked with that evil looking eye. I feigned innocence.

“What I was just sitting here.” I stated.

“Yeah it is pretty obvious that my bride to be has a crush on my father! Jeeze, Bella that’s just so weird!” he snorts out a rather odd laugh.

“I do not!” I growled.

“Oh give it up Bella. You so do.” Rosalie stated. “Don’t sweat it Chica, we all think Dr. C’s the sexiest beast ever, don’t we Ali?”

“Sure! You are not the only one sweet pea we all have had the Dr. C fantasy!”

My eyes widened and I looked at Esme. “How do you deal with this?” I asked.

“What that I own the sexiest man alive?” she asked with out much worry in her tone.

“Well okay so he is sexy but yeah how?” I asked.

“See I knew it!” Edward yells and is pointing at me with a large piece of lumber in his other hand and rolled his eyes.

I narrow my eyes at him and hiss.

Esme pats my hand and says, “It’s quite flattering really. Come on Bella you can’t tell me that you don’t notice the way every woman that crosses Edward’s path literally fawn all over him!”

I groan. “It does not go unnoticed and it gets quite irritating at times. I mean he is obviously with me and they bat their lashes at him like he is a piece of meat!”

“He is a piece of meat! He is grade A Beef!” Rosalie giggles.

I narrowed my eyes at her. “Just exactly what the hell is that supposed to mean?” I asked.

“Uh oh….Newborn Rosie watch yourself.” Tia warns.

“Oh give me a break so is Ben…and Jasper for that matter!” Rosalie added.

I just shook my head wondering what a strange family this was but then I realized as much as we are a family not one of us is at all blood related.

“Admit it you find him sexy don’t you Tia?” Rosalie asked.

Emmett strikes again.

“Oh hell yes! I have envisioned being his most cherished patient on the exam table.” She gasped and covered her mouth and everyone laughed.

“Oh God.” She muttered putting her head down on the table.

“Emmett!” Esme scolded him but it didn’t have much anger in it.

“Ah see who would have thought that my sweet little one would have a crush on the ancient old man?” Ben snorted out laughing.

“Who you calling ancient?” Carlisle stood there with his hands on his hip and growled at Ben.

Edward snorted out and put his ear bud back up to his ear singing.

I giggled and he looked at me smirking batting his lashes and serenading as he went.

“What?” He asked picking up some nails and the nail gun to load it when I laughed aloud and harder.

“I didn’t know you could sing so well.”

“Are you kidding me? I can woo you girl like you have never seen!” he wagged his brows.

I laughed harder. He was so adorable.

“Can you believe this shit she don’t believe me!” He looked at his brothers in surprise.

“Oh well then maybe it is time to show her little bro!” Jasper stated.

“Hey now if we are going to do this Ben has to be brought up to speed!” Carlisle stepped up.

Alice squealed. “This is going to be great!”

“Esme my love call my tailor tell him to expect us in under an hour.”

“But what about the hole in my house?!” She yelled.

“It’s almost done. Gentlemen we have to hurry.” Then in a mere forty five minutes later the house was all fixed and the paint scent filled the air as Esme lit scented candles through the house to drown out the paint odor.

“Okay in all fairness since the boys are dressing up I think we should be just as accommodating.”

Esme smiled and winked. “Come on girls lets go find something that will make them swoon because I guarantee you Bella when you see this, darling you are going to need a little ammunition of your own.”

“What are they doing?” I asked curiously.

“Don’t you dare tell her!” Rosalie interrupted. “Just get your ass upstairs and find something sexy to put on!”

“Fine.” I scowled and went upstairs to change. It was four hours later before the guys had arrived back and we all sat in the family music/theater room waiting for them.

“Why did it take so long?” I asked.

“Well the tailor is human and I am sure they had to go find the outfits and have the poor guy do them all as quickly as possible. I promise it is worth the wait.” Alice smiled.

“So what are you saying he has wooed someone before me?” I asked not understanding.

“No silly. Just watch! Usually it’s one of the other guys that does it for me or Alice or Esme. This will be Edward’s first time up front! Just go with this Bella you will understand!”

“But how does Ben fit in to this?” Tia asked.

“They taught him! Don’t worry. You get the second wooing!” Alice chirped as she held up the little remote in her hand and lowered the lighting in the room while simultaneously startling me when the whirring sound of the red velvet curtains that I thought covered a window started to rise. I sat there with my mouth gaping open as it revealed a small stage with a huge screen behind it that was disappearing behind more curtains. There stood all the guys with their heads down and dressed in rather short jacket tuxedos in a line with Edward a few steps ahead of the rest of the guys. Then suddenly the vibration of the music thundered all around us, filled the room and soft pink, and blue lights lit up overhead of them and then in perfect sync, they all began to dance while Edward belted out the lyrics to the song.

I got sunshine on a cloudy day

When it’s cold outside

I’ve got the month of May

I guess you say what can make me feel this way

My girl…

Then all the guys came in singing back up. My heart melted. Literally. Melted!

 His voice was absolute honey, lust, sweet and made me gush when he sang the line

My girl…

I’ve got so much honey, the bees envy me

I’ve got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees

I sat here and swooned like some perverted little fan girl smiling from ear to ear and in total lust for this man.

They all danced, clapped, and snapped in perfect sync that you would have thought they had been doing this for years. Well according to the girls, they had but Ben didn’t miss a step and I knew he was new to the whole thing. Tia looked over at me and giggled.

Then the lights lowered and we all clapped and squealed but suddenly the lights were on again and another song came out with Ben at the forefront and his voice was just as awesome.

Each day through my window, I watch her as she passes by…

I say to myself you’re such a lucky guy...

The guys now follow up with the background vocals.

To have a girl like her is truly a dream come true…

Out of all the fellas in the world, she belongs to me…

But it was just my imagination running away with me…

When they finished I just sat there beaming at Edward and he gave me an almost shy smile. I laughed as he made his way to me and took my hand and before I knew it, we were all dancing on the stage when Alice switched to the song as the speakers filled with the infamous Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers played out. Each couple was lost in the eyes of their significant others.

I could feel the electricity in the air and the outpouring of love and I understood now that being a vampire in love didn’t come close to a human being in love.

A human can love but vampires become a part of their mate. As Edward hugged me to him and my head turned to see the rest of them I could see the difference literally in front of my eyes between them.

It almost seemed like nothing around them existed and they just gave into what they were feeling and just felt it without any reservations what so ever. I never saw that kind of love before not even in any humans I knew. My father and mother separated when I was too young and she and Phil still didn’t compare to this kind of devotion.

His lips brushed over my ear and he whispered, “I can feel you Kitten.”

“Oh. What can you feel?” I asked and pulled back to meet his eyes.

“I can feel your body giving into me. You just all of a sudden completely relaxed…why?” his fourteen carat eyes glistened in the lights from above that shined like a halo over his bronzed tousled hair.

“I figured out what love is.” I whispered and just gazed at him studying his face, every crease, curve, and angled edge.

“You could have asked.” He let his nose scan along my cheek.

“You don’t know anything more about love than I do.” I gave him a half smirk.

He smiled and sighed. “I didn’t before you…now…I do.” We swayed to the beat of the music and his hands massaged my hips as they moved over my back and he held me to him as I looked up at him. I rested my hands on his chest and was looking straight into the little bow tie he had on.  

“I love you Isabella Marie Swan and I want to marry you and spend every day of the rest of my life showing you what love is, what it is like to feel love, and what it is like to be loved but you have to promise me that I get a little in return.” His lips brushed mine just barely.

“Just a little?” I asked.

“Well Kitten I will take whatever I can get.” I felt the presence of everyone else just disappear and noticed over his shoulder that everyone had left us as we swayed to the music. He gave me a small smile, let his forehead rest against mine, and said, “Jasper just flooded them with our emotions. They all headed upstairs.”

I smiled at him the lighting dimmed and he had somehow gotten the remote away from Alice. The music changed and he tossed it aside on a chair.

“You look beautiful.”

“Hmm.” I nuzzled my nose to his, he sang the first few lines of the song he selected, and I couldn’t help but look at him with adoration. The song was so old and it was sort of funny but then so was My Girl but he rocked it as if he owned that song.

My love, there's only you in my life, the only thing that's bright
My first love, you're every breath that I take you're every step I make
And I…I want to share all my love with you

His eyes were singing along with his lips. He swayed to the music holding me never taking his eyes off mine.

No one else will do...And your eyes they tell me how much you care
I found in you my endless love…

His lips pressed to mine and I felt his fingers glide over the back of my corset and his fingers sought out the ribbon.

We kept his eyes open swaying to the song and kissing soft gentle teasing kisses. He tugged, the ribbon loosened, and a small smirk lifted during his kiss as he proudly tugged it further. I reached up, grabbed the bow of his tie, tugged it, and began unbuttoning his shirt. Once I got it pulled out of his pants and opened, I shoved it off his shoulders and his hands were caught in the sleeves. I giggled as he growled and just ripped them off and tossed his shirt aside.

He grabbed me again pulling me into him as his hands worked feverishly to unlace the corset but his lips moved as he sang the lyrics while he ghosted them down my throat and over my collarbone to my bare shoulder. I felt the corset loosen and his sweet breath washed over my face as he looked at me again and pulled it away from me tossing it over his shoulder.

“Wrap your legs around me Kitten.” He whispered and lifted me up onto his hips and he walked. I thought we were going to his room but I noticed the double doors to the room were closed as he headed straight for his piano and set me on top of it standing between my legs. My skirt was slippery against the shiny glossy top and I was sure I would slip off but he held onto me as his lips began kissing me everywhere there was bare skin.

“God I love every inch of you.” He breathed and continued. I gripped onto his hair as he sucked my nipple and massaged the other with his fingertips pinching and pulling it. I moaned out in ecstasy from his lips loving me the way they do.

The music continued and his hands moved down to my thighs pushing up my skirt.

“Fucccck Kitten such a naughty little girl.” He groaned out when he realized I didn’t have on any panties. His hands gripped onto my thighs and he massaged them with his thumbs now rubbing over my lips.

He kissed me with immoderation. His lips pressed hard and his tongue dominated my mouth fully while his hands pressed my legs open wider forcing me to unhitch them from his hips.

He stopped and looked at me his eyes were alight with need and want. “Lay back Kitten.” He asked and his hand splayed in the middle of my back as he let me lay down gently on top of his baby grand. I looked down at him and his eyes wandered over every inch of my skin. The lighting was ambient and he looked up into my eyes as he bent down and pushed my skirt up all the way to my waist. He mouthed the last words to the song and moved down kissing my inner thighs as he went.

   

You'll be the only one 'Cause NO one can deny
This love I have inside and I'll give it all to you
My love my love, my love
My endless love

I felt his tongue give me one long soft lick right up the center of my sex. My body quivered under his tongue.

I loved his tongue and he let it dance over my sex and teased me making me whither underneath his mouth.

“ohhhh…”

“Shhh…no noise. Just feel Kitten.” He nibbled my clit and I bit my lip to keep the sound from escaping. It was hard to not cry out as his tongue teased me in every way. He gripped my hips and slid me forward more to the edge of the piano. When he stood up, I noticed that he was naked and he ripped my skirt off me, dropped his lips down to my navel, and let his tongue swirl and tease it. He planted little kisses as he moved over to my hipbone and his tongue traced the outline of it. With one hand, he forced my lips open and dove into licking and taunting my clit with his tongue without letting up.

I almost cried out but I could hear him mutter, “No noise.”

He continued to bring me to orgasm but stopped just before I was there. He slid my heels off each foot, placed them flat at the edge of the piano, and stroked himself staring down at me.

“You’re so wet and ready aren’t you baby.”

I nodded knowing he wanted no sound as the music continued to play into the next song and Edward guided his cock to my lips and teased them rubbing the head up and down the center of me before it parted my lips and slid in. He thrust forward and I clamped my teeth onto my lip to hold back the cry. I felt my entire body quiver as he slid out and in again tapping my sweet spot just enough to tease.

“Such a good girl…there is my quiver…hmmm my sexy little pussy.” He cooed and leaned down biting my nipple looking up through is ridiculously long lashes at me a grumble resonated out of his chest from deep within.

“Ready to cry out my name Kitten?” he thrust in and out to the song We Belong Together playing in the background faintly…his hips in time with the beat.

I nodded and he picked up the speed pushing me back on the piano sliding my hard skin against the top of its glossy finish. Marble against polished wood. He was crawling up with me on his knees on top of the piano.

“God you look fucking sexy naked on my piano! Fuck baby my cock is weeping at the sight of you like this.”

He slid in and out and just then I thought I heard the wood start to give.

Edward must have heard it to because he muttered out the word “Shit.” His lips never leaving my skin.

Within seconds, he slammed me into the wall and drove his cock in hard and fast.

“Tell me who you belong to!” He grunted.

“You baby only you!” I cried out.

“Say it Kitten. Say I Bella belong to Edward!” he demanded between thrusts.

I locked my legs around his waist, reached around his neck lacing my fingers into his hair, and held his head so our eyes met.

“I Bella belong to you Edward.” He rammed it into me deeper. “That’s fucking right!” he moaned out kissed me hard and deep and then gasped and pulled back looking at me with sheer determination.

“Who makes this pussy so wet?” he demanded “Tell me.”

“You baby. You make my pussy wet all the time!”

The drywall cracked and he muttered “Shit” again. I fought the giggle but it was quickly lost in the heat of the moment. My heels digging into his ass as he thrust up driving me up the wall.

“So fucking tight! God I love your pussy Kitten.” He pulled out, grabbed my legs and peeled me off of him as he turned me around, and pushed me against the wall my cheek, chest and thighs resting on the cool cracked plaster. He pushed into me again slowly grabbed my ponytail and he whispered, “Beg.” Pressing his chest against my back.


 “Oh God please Edward. Don’t stop I was so fucking close. Please baby.”

“Please what?” he slid out and stilled.

“No don’t stop! Please fuck me! Fuck me hard!” I cried out gritting my teeth so close to the edge.

He roared and slammed into me at vampire speed as more of the wall cracked and crumbled around us.

“God I am going to fucking explode inside of you baby!” He cried out, the moment I felt his cool seed fill me in several long streams his lips pressed against my ear, and he cried out with a rumble from deep in his chest, “My Kitten…we belong together…All Mine.”

© Robshandmonkey~ All Rights Reserved

~X~X~X~

To see the dance I envisioned the guys doing you have to go to the link below

It is a scene from the autobiography of the Temptations. It only runs the first part of the video where you see the family watching them on their first TV performance.

At the time of 47 seconds the video goes into stereo and the guys appear in color. Their dancing is so well timed and I could totally see all the guys singing backup as my Edward serenades Bella!   

MY GIRL- Edward’s song

http://www . youtube . com/user/RobsHandMonkey?feature=mhum#p/c/0CB94AC718DD0952/7/-v-arjOagJk

JUST MY IMAGINATION - Ben's song

http://www . youtube . com/watch?v=YwxfoUt0SLE&feature=feedf

Remove the spaces between the dots.

AN EEK UPDATE

To everyone following EEK...

I know there is a problem with you all being sent an update and there isn't one. 

I had to remove the authors note at the request of the operators. 

I have started on the next chapter and will post it as soon as I can perfect it to the best of my abilities.

I don't see the point in trying to get comfortable with another beta now when I am nearing the end and I started this and did fine without a beta for the first thirty chapters I can end it without one.

Just give me some time to get past this and I hope that my writing doesn't reflect any of what shit I am dealing with in my life and please understand.

I apologize from the bottom of my heart to each and everyone of you. 
You all deserve the ending and I am working on it to deliver it.

Thanks.

Andrea....aka Robshandmonkey.

Chapter 57 Wily little Demon

A/N….I usually Rec at the end…but I couldn’t wait…sorry I am obsessed with this whole style of Vampirism…. So I went and read Living Amongst Hell….and I read up until the last chapter which they left us is with one HELL of a CLIFFHANGER!

This story and both Thaigher Lillie & Ibelongtoavampire

BOTH OWN ME!

These two are AWESOME writers. This story is THE SHIT! THIS EDWARD IS SEXY AND HAS LONG HAIR AND FANGS JUST HOLY JESUS!

Go read it if you love VAMPIRES THE WAY THEY WERE MEANT TO BE READ!

There is no sparkling…no just sharp teeth…no Mr. Nice vamp…its raw

Testosterone, Vampire Pheromone driven, control freaking Jasper kicking ass! 

LINK…

http://www.thewriterscoffeeshop.com/library/viewstory.php?sid=3648

I need to also warn that both these ladies are in the middle of some serious schooling and cannot update as often as I am sure we would like so you may want to wait for a few more chapters before you start reading because I can already say that the wait is killing me.

Edwards Eternal Kiss

Chapter 57

Wily little Demon

~X~X~X~EDWARD~X~X~X~

Edwarcula is in italic

Kittenella is in bold italic (not much)

Edward to his demon {in italic brackets}

I took down the deer, drank my share, and buried the kill. This is how I phased back as I have done so may other times before when I hunt. I wasn’t even thirsty so that last deer was almost a waste.

It dawned on me that apparently, playtime was over. I am surprised that I don’t have to try to fight to get back into control.

I looked around the area and didn’t catch her scent or any sign of her for that matter anywhere near me. I could however, smell her all over my body, which was comforting. From the looks of my appearance, we had obviously got down and dirty. I was covered in dirt, bracken and a little blood.

Where did she go?

We wore her out.

I snorted out a laugh, got up, and started walking at a humans pace bare ass naked through the thick of the forest. I decided I wanted to run and was about to take off when He started in.  

I know a secret.

I don’t acknowledge Him. I try so very hard more often than not to ignore Him and hope that my ignorance of Him makes Him less real. Call it a defense mechanism I guess. I don’t want to be this Monster and I never have. I have never welcomed Him or accepted that I had to live with Him. I guess I just figured He existed, but if I ignored Him, He didn’t.

You are not going to like what this secret is about.

I swallowed back venom. He’s goading me. I kept telling myself to just ignore Him.

But it is hard to do when I have finally given in and let Him have free reign after all these years.

What could have happened that He is now taunting me like this?

I swore I would never do it again. I swore I would never let Him have total control over me until last night. I think it was last night. What day is it? How long have I been out here?

It was last night. 

I narrowed my eyes because now I was worried. He could not seriously be sated after one night in the forest could He?

Actually, I could have played with her for the rest of my life. She was my sassy little sex Kitten last night and I have to say it was quite the experience.

I frowned and growled.

What’s wrong don’t like me calling your Kitten Mine?

I refused to acknowledge Him and started to run.

Are you sure you really want to get back so soon? Maybe you should give her a little more time to clean up. She was pretty saturated in blood.

It felt like a dull blade had been shoved right through the middle of my gut.

{What do you mean saturated in blood?}

I looked down at my body, I could smell her on me, and there was blood on me.

Oh relax I can’t kill her she is a vampire for Christ Sakes! I am impressed though, I think I figured out how to get you to acknowledge me.

I started walking again and hoped that if I thought of nothing He would shut up. I was getting that anxious feeling that always hits me whenever I am away from her for too long. That overwhelming need that I have to seek her out and bring her into me with the ‘Nestle’ command. I started to run again.

But what about my secret?

{Shut up.}

It’s a really naughty secret. I think you may want to stop and listen to this one.

I kept running. Picking up speed, hauling ass to get back to her. She has to be at home by now, I was sure.

She is at home. But don’t you want to know the secret about Bella?

I froze in my tracks.

That got your attention didn’t it?

I stand here, close my eyes, and grit my teeth clenching my jaw down.

Promise you won’t be mad?

{Cut the shit out you got five seconds.}

Wow, that’s not much time for as much as I accomplished last night so let’s see…

Oh yeah…Kittenella wasn’t unleashed until after I fucked your sweet little Bella. Edward I have to say that little vixen is hands down the wettest cunt I have ever seen and fuck but she is tight when taken from behind against a tree. Best pussy ever! She gushed for my cock and if I hadn’t of scared her off when I threatened to fuck her sweet tight little ass, I would have definitely tapped that shit!

There secret’s out did I beat the five seconds? Oh well, doesn’t really matter anyway, I am somewhat exhausted after such a lust filled night of unbridled sex. Time to go back and hibernate until next time.

Oh, Edward…Check!!

The last line he called out as if we were playing a game of Chess.

The growl emanated from deep within me and it pissed me off because this sure as fuck wasn’t any game and I knew he was lying. Bella wouldn’t go anywhere in the vicinity of him. It’s a bold-faced lie. Kittenella would have come out easily for her. She always does and sadly, Bella has more control over her demon than I do!

Not.

It’s a lie I thought and I ran as fast as I could for the house not believing a word he had uttered. He was just fucking with me as he always does.

We’ll see.

I approached the house and could see the jeans on the front porch thanks to Alice.

I slipped them on and that was when I heard my little sister’s thoughts. Alice was hiding something from me. Her thoughts were on rope configurations and knots and something was just off because I could feel it. I walked in to the main room, taking notice that they had were all sitting there still as stone. I could hear confusion in Ben, Tia, Emmett, Rosalie, and Esme’s thoughts. They replayed the vision of Bella coming in and just bolting for the stairs in their memories. She was in fact a mess in a little dress I didn’t recognize. 

Jasper was on edge and his thoughts were worried about my reaction and emotion to something but whatever it was, he wasn’t letting on. I stood here in front of all of them wondering what the hell was going on.

I warned you. Let the show begin.

I stiffened and that is when I heard Her.  

Oh, Edward…I am just as hurt as you are! What was Bella thinking?

This cannot be happening. My beloved Bella wouldn’t do this without talking to me first would she? The fear started to creep up into my bones. She would not have put herself in such a volatile situation would she of?

You think you know someone. Huh…go figure!

My fists clenched tightly my jaw clenched tighter and I could hear her as she finished up and came down the stairs. She froze when she entered the room standing across from me. She must have been preoccupied because she reacted as if she had just realized that I was standing here.

I didn’t dare bring my eyes up to look at her. I was too afraid to see what He had done to her. God what had He done to her? What had I done to her? What happened? I hated not knowing and I hated it more at the thought of learning something that would kill me.

“Tell me it’s a lie.”

God please tell me it’s a fucking lie! Please Bella don’t do this to me. She isn’t answering right away and I gave in as I looked at her but her eyes were downcast. Oh God.

“Isabella?”

She fidgeted. It wasn’t unusual for her to do this but it still left me feeling ill at ease.

“Isabella I am asking you a question and you had better answer it or so help me.” I threatened my Master persona slipping out. I was losing it. Confusion and worry was starting to fill my head.

“Edward…I… I’m…sorry…I am…”

She isn’t denying it! She was there!! No! This had to be a lie!  

“It’s true?” I breathed out the words hoping and praying to God that she would say no that it wasn’t. Then her eyes met mine and I knew. Oh God. What did He do to you?

I looked at her my brow furrowed when I recognized that she looked frightened. I did that to her? She was afraid of me now?

I heard voices. Ben questioning Jasper, whispering and thoughts in everyone’s head around me wondering what was going on and myself, and why the fuck did Jasper just move over to her and hug her to him almost protecting her?

She is afraid of you can’t you smell it?

“I….I d….don’t understand. Did you do this intentionally?”

Did she want to play with him? But why? Why didn’t she talk to me about this? Why did she leave me out all together?

Because I make her cream her panties, maybe even more than you?

“Edward…I…I mean…”

I can smell the fear coming off of her now like I did last night when I told how much you and I got off on nearly killing her. Fucking her while we drank from her and the experience of the most sublime orgasms ever. Fuck, I think I feel it getting hard now just remembering.

“Shut up!” I screamed out at all the voices that were playing in my head.

“I can’t believe this! I can’t believe you! YOU! Of all people, you… you said you loved me.  You just agreed to be my bride Bella! Why the fuck would….What the...Oh my GOD! He wasn’t lying!”

Told you. Told you. Told you so!

{Why would she want this? Why would she want something as black and vile as you! What the fuck did you do to her?}

Hey now. That isn’t very nice. Yeah I may call you a pansy but black and vile? Those words are a little harsh don’t you think?

{I want to kill you! God damn it!}

Well that can’t really happen without hurting yourself.

“FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!  Aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh!”

Uh…couldn’t you have used the front door? The back one maybe? You know you are in so much trouble with Esme right? That sure as hell is going to be fun. Make sure to tap me on the shoulder when that little ass chewing begins. I want to watch that shit!

{FUCK YOU!}

~X~X~X~

“Edward man I know it hurts man but she looks like she is fine. Not a scratch on her. She just seems a little shaken up.”

I grabbed Emmett by the throat as he approached me out in the clearing I had just created. “Did you yell at her?!” I seethed hearing his thoughts and looking at her widened eyes in his memory as he lit into her about what she had done.

“Fuck Edward! You do know I can kick your ass and I am giving you a little leeway here bro so you really ought to put me down Edward or so help me I may beat the hell out of you and go romp with your demon and kick his ass too, fucker. I am here as you’re fucking brother, don’t attack me!!”

I let go of his throat as he glared at me. Bring it on Em. I am so ready to beat someone and you’re just about the size to take what I want to do.

“She doesn’t know any better Emmett! She is a fucking newborn! She had no idea what she was doing either. If anything I know she screwed up and I am hurt God damn it, but right now more than anything I am fighting the fucker inside of me!”

“But you yelled at her too! You told her to shut up!” He snapped.

“I wasn’t talking to her Emmett! I was talking to him and all of you and Her!”

“Dude…I would venture to guess that everyone in that room thought you were yelling at Bella. Who is Her? Bella right?”

“No! Fuck! There are too many voices in my fucking head right now!” I gripped at my hair tugging it. I am losing my goddamn mind!

“Dude what the hell did you do to the forest? It looks like the goddamn Lumber Company came through here? Where are all the fucking trees you plowed down?”

“I threw them.”

His brows shot up in surprise and he chuckled.

“Now is not the time to be chuckling Emmett. I am not in the fucking mood!” I growled.

“Calm down man. Shit I am sorry I yelled at her. I thought for sure you were coming out here to off yourself or something and I admit my emotions got the best of me for a second so I lost it. I am sorry.”

“She didn’t deserve it Emmett and you damn well will make it up to her! You need to apologize to her not to me!”

“Alright bro chill out man are you all right seriously? Jesus Christ Edward you took out a fucking wall!”

“No man I am not alright! Things are not all right! I don’t understand…I just don’t get it! I mean I wonder is Bella like a candidate for Hybrisophilia? I mean why would she want to be with Him? She knows how I despise that side of me! The fucked up part that lacks any morals or has no regrets for the horror he has unleashed! What is worse than any thing is why didn’t she just tell me? Or Ask? I feel like she kept me out! I am fucking hurt!”

“Dude you better never say that in front of her.”

“What?”

“The hybry what ever the hell you just said…isn’t that someone that’s attracted to a person that commits an atrocious crime? What fucking crime have you committed that is so atrocious anyway? You are a fucking Vampire Edward. We didn’t ask for this it just happened. You believe you don’t have a soul well I for one think that is bullshit. I like to look at it as we were alive and we died. What we are now is our soul man. We are the immortal soul. If and when we die this part of us goes to heaven and the demon in all of us is damned. Not us. None of us committed a crime with any intention of doing so. It is what our father made us and he did it with the best intentions Edward you know that. Stop beating your self up already. I have learned to accept my dark side and I don’t like him either. He is a nasty fucker that is why I snapped on Bella because the thought of Rosalie being around that son of a bitch sickens me as I am sure it has you. In all honesty, I was upset that she played with him too! It is stupid and I don’t think she used her fucking head before she just acted out. I was pissed off because she did this without asking any of us anything about it. I didn’t know it was so complicated to teach a newborn hell I don’t know anything like you and Carlisle. If Bella is curious, she has a voice she can ask and she should have! That is all I am saying. I love you bro and I don’t want to see you torn up about this. She really is fine. She doesn’t seem like she has been that badly affected but you won’t know until you give her a chance to tell you she is okay. Hell, that girl probably has the most sickening sweet reason she probably did it now that I think about it! She is crazy in love with you man and probably that stupid ass demon too. You need to talk to her Edward. You need to not run from this but face it head on.”

“Em…There are times when you just stun me man.”

“Yeah it’s the dimples.” He punches me in the arm and I can’t help but laugh.

“You need to tell her how much it hurts too man as much as you may not want to admit that shit. So what do you say we go back because I really, really can’t wait to see what Esme is going to do to you for breaking her house!”

I laughed. “That is going to hurt the football budget.”

“Bullshit! You cannot take that back! You are stuck with us. The land is obtained the permits are filed and the ground has been broken you are fucking in it for the long haul motherfucker!”

“Yeah I know.”

We stood there and he looked around the clearing. “Man I bet the forest ranger is going to come through here and the next thing we hear on the news is going to be an exclusive about crop circles now appearing in the damn forest! You are lucky you are in Northern California man because Mom and Dad would kick your ass if you did this close to home!” He laughed.

I sat down on a knocked over tree and Emmett came over and sat down next to me.

“What is wrong talk to me Edward, don’t keep this shit in.”  

“How do you do it?”

“What?”

“How do you rein him back in when the time comes?”

“What are you talking about?”

“Em if I told you something can you keep it between us?”

“Of course man I can keep a secret when it is needed.”

“I can’t phase back when I let him out completely. The only reason he gave me back control tonight was because he couldn’t wait to taunt me about this shit. When I…you know when I left Carlisle and Esme all those years ago to go hunt humans…I couldn’t reign him in man. He went on a murdering rampage and I could barely control whom we chose to kill. It was hard so fucking hard for me. I caught him a weak moment and phased back so to speak and after that I never gave into him again until last night.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah I know go ahead and say it.”

“Naw man. I just shit…hell I thought you were the king of control man. seriously. I don’t know what to tell you Edward. I kind of think you and your demon have a rather odd relationship. You don’t remember anything?”

“No Em I don’t. I check out completely. There is only one reason I did it last night and it was because I thought that Kittenella would be right there in a heartbeat. Fuck when she took off from me she was hunting! How the fuck did she manage to take back control in…wait a second…How did she manage to take control so fucking quickly! She was hunting. There was blood all over her. Something doesn’t make sense man.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well shit when have you ever been able to hunt and then revert back so quickly?”

“Hell I never timed myself before man how the hell am I supposed to know that shit?”

“You know what pisses me off is when I want to hear the fucker’s thoughts and that is the time he picks to keep his god damn mouth shut!” I growled.

“Come on Edward Bella has to be totally freaking out right now let’s head back. I am sure everyone is worried about you since I sure the fuck was!”

“God Em. I am afraid to know what he did.” I looked down at my hands.

“Aren’t you more afraid not knowing?”

“I guess your right.”

We took off running for the house and when it came into view, I groaned the minute I saw the house. What the hell had I done? Poor Esme…hell I wouldn’t be surprised if Ben handed her a cane to cane me with.

Right about the moment that Emmett was to leap over the river, I caught her scent. She wasn’t in the house. I turned to see her perched up on that same rock I found her touching herself on. Emmett just kept going and I approached her slowly. I could tell the minute she knew I was near. Her body stiffened slightly that only a vampire would have noticed.

I rounded the rock she was perched up on and I couldn’t help but feel that energy she gave off when I was near her. It was comforting. Bella couldn’t help but ogle my bare chest and I almost smirked but held it in. I caught her scent and the mere knowledge that I still caused her to react to me and maybe even still wanted me was pure relief.

“Can I ask one thing?” her sweet little voice was so childlike and quiet.

“You can ask anything Bella. I have always told you that.” I said softly.

“Just hold me for a minute.” Her lip juts out, she pouts with her furrowed brow, and I can see that in her expression she is so fucking sad.

“Aw Kitten, come here.” She jumped down as I held out my arms and wrapped her in them as she clung to me.

“I missed you.” Her voice was so quiet.

“Not as much as I missed you.”

“I am sorry. I am sooo sooo sooo very sorry Edward I swear! It was me I did want to know but it wasn’t all me. Part of it is her. Alice says it’s her that can make me do things without thinking…I don’t want you to be angry with me. I don’t want to lose you Edward. I would fucking die if I lost you! You have to believe me! She made it so easy for me to do it. She made it happen. I just only thought it!”

I stiffened and pulled back to look at her. “What are you talking about?”

“I admit that I was curious Edward. I wasn’t totally sure if I should have acted on it but I wanted to be with you. Every part of you the good and the bad. I was curious and I know it was stupid but it was sort of important. I must have given her the idea and she ran with it. She is evil Edward. That side of me is evil. I hate her for doing this to us. For doing this to you!”

She looked down at my chest her brow furrowed and I had no idea what the hell she was saying but I knew when she called her evil she was talking about her demon. What she had to do with all of this I had no idea but I had to console her somewhat. I mean I put that bitch into her so I felt responsible for that part of her.

“They don’t call them Demon’s because they are sweet Bella, but I don’t understand what do you mean she can make you do things?”

“Ask Alice. She knows. God Edward I hope you will find it in your heart some day to forgive me.” She looked up at me the pain was evident on her beautiful crestfallen face.

“Bella I have to tell you something. Something I have never admitted to anyone. I…God…I can’t control him when I give into him. I can’t get control back either. That is why I hold back. If I didn’t he would take it and never surrender it again. God that is so fucking embarrassing when you have so much control over her. I am jealous. I…”

“I don’t control her Edward. She is gifted…not me.”

I just gaped at her. “What?”

Secrets out!

“She controls what you hear Edward. It isn’t me.”

“Is that possible?” I asked.

“Ask Alice or Carlisle.”

I didn’t want to talk to either of them right now. I was more worried about her. I needed to know. The one thing that was eating away at me. I had to know.

“Kitten…what….what…happened?”

She looked down at her feet and stepped back. My heart just fucking shattered. She didn’t have to say anything I knew now he fucking hurt her. I wasn’t sure how be it physical or emotionally but he did and I never hated him more than I did in this moment.

“I understand now Edward. I understand now that just because we are a part of them it’s not our better side. I should have asked. I am not going to lie and tell you that nothing bad happened or that it was fun. I am going to be totally honest with you. Totally and I hope you don’t hate me for it. Just remember when I look at him I am looking at you but there is a side of him that is NOT you at all. He is a whole other entity. He has a mean vindictive jealous streak in him Edward.  He is jealous of you. Of everything that you are and everything that he isn’t. He is fierce and can be a total ass and damn him he is fucking sexy when he uses all your traits. I recognized him doing it right away. He thinks he is so sly. I wasn’t stupid. I knew exactly what he was doing. But Edward…he also would never admit to it…but he protected me Edward even during all that meanness something buried in him came out and he lured me away from the scent of humans. He won’t ever admit it and that is fine but he isn’t totally sadistic and evil. There is some good in him somewhere. It may be buried but it is there. I won’t lie and tell you that nothing happened. He was angry and I was being unreasonable. He tried to tell me to leave. He was trying to protect me from him but I was stubborn and wouldn’t listen. He would not have told me that he didn’t want to play with me if he wasn’t trying to protect me.”

I just stood her stunned. I didn’t know what the hell to say and she went on but her voice lowered and I wasn’t so sure she wasn’t doing that so anyone in the house could hear what she said next. Her eyes met mine and she never let them drop as she went on.

“He talked about things that I am sure you didn’t want me to ever hear and he did it on purpose. He said something that I couldn’t help but wonder about and I want to ask you because I need to know what is true and what isn’t. Edward please tell me is it true when you were changing me that you really enjoyed drinking my blood while you fucked me?”

“Jesus.” I moved away from her and ran my hands through my hair utterly mortified that he had shared that shit with her. I wanted to kill him. I wanted him exercised from me forever.

“Please Edward. I am not judging you. I will be honest with you too.” She added.

“He has already told you. I am sure he didn’t hold back anything.” I muttered.

“I want to hear what you felt when you changed me Edward. I don’t want to know what he thought you were feeling or his interpretation of it. I am not angry about anything he said I just want to know what you experienced and you haven’t really shared this with me so please. I am begging you.”

I looked at her. My beautiful curious little Kitten who is so brave, feisty and fierce when she needs to be has grown so much over the last month in our roles of our D/s lifestyle not to mention how well behaved she is as a newborn. I am going to marry this girl and the reality that I was letting this fucker come between us was just bullshit. I was so done with this shit.

Fuck him.

I gave in. She already knew far more than I ever imagined her ever knowing and to tell her this would almost feel like a slap in his face. He wouldn’t have anything over me now. I was giving him power over me and then it just hit me. I didn’t have to. He didn’t control me and I would never let him have it again. I wanted payback and there was only one way to get it.

{Checkmate Motherfucker.}

I started walking forward and she instinctively stepped backwards as she always does. I see the predator in me and so does she and she can’t help but react like the prey that she always has been. My little Kitten wanted to know what I felt and I was about to deliver it to her on a silver fucking platter.

I lowered my voice and kept a steady approach towards her. The words came out so easily as I opened up my heart and bared my soul to her because Em may very well be right. Maybe I am the soul of my human form. I had nothing to be ashamed of that day in the meadow. I loved her fiercely and she sated me like I had never been sated before.

I fucking love this girl and she should damn well know just how much. 

“Your hair smelled like strawberries but the scent from the halo of Jasmine you wore wafted under my nose and made you smell even sweeter with the taste of you on my tongue. I could taste you on my tongue all the time Kitten. All the time. I still can. Constantly. The scent of your venom now is like the cherry on top of a sundae for a human. I can even taste the scent of our love mixed together as it floods my nostrils for hours after I have released inside of you. Then there is that sweet blood that still lingers and will soon be totally replaced with the sweetest venom on earth.  Our Venom Bella. It is both of us mixed together and one flavor enhances the other. We created perfection.

I was so hungry for you. I wanted to devour you. All of you. I wanted to crawl inside of you and never come out. You were so wet when I slipped my hand up that virgin white skirt of yours and those hot thighs were fuck Bella so goddamn searing hot. The heat coming from your body was always so erotic and warmed me up so nicely. My tongue wanted to lap at every part of you and so I went for it knowing that I was going to savor your sweet blood next. My cock was HARD when I decided to take it from the one place that is just so fucking sexy to us vampires. Sucking the blood out of your thigh with your wet pussy right there was fucking pure heaven and if I am going to hell for loving it I don’t fucking care because you are so worth it.”

She was pressed up against the rock with my body pinning her there. Her hands were on my biceps as she looked up into my eyes as I uttered every word never looking away from her.

{Yeah…Checkmate motherfucker! Mine.}

“You wanted to know Kitten well now I am telling you. I loved fucking your pussy when I locked my teeth into that sweet hot pulsating artery of yours. The sweetest blood ever filled my mouth and I nearly fucking came from the flavor as it washed over my tongue and soothed the burn in my throat that had never been soothed in over a hundred fucking years. When your heartbeat pumped, my cock pumped right along with it in sync. It started to speed up and so did my hips with each pump I thrust into you harder and faster.

When it was thundering with adrenalin flooding through it I pounded harder and faster swallowing sweet hot blood with the taste of your pussy on my lips mixed in and Fuckkkkk Bella…I loved it every fucking second of it. You have the tightest pussy baby and it is like a vice and taking your cherry the first time was just as good. I sort of wished I had waited to change you when I stole your innocence because virgin blood is fucking divine but I don’t think you can improve on perfection. You already know I have tasted your virgin blood from the source. If I could do it all again would I? You bet your sweet ass I would the only difference would be stealing your cherry and sinking my teeth into that sweet fleshy throat of yours at the same time. But I have to tell you Bella…I still get to experience that sweetness to this day when I bite into you when you orgasm. Your flavor is enhanced in the heightened state and you still taste like a piece of heaven.”

My lips were at her ear and my hand caressed her cheek.

Before I could even figure out what the hell just happened I was pushed up against a tree my jeans torn to shreds and the girl I loved was unrecognizable. Her hand gripped my cock her eyes were churning in colors of burgundy, black, gold, and red. Venom dripped from her mouth and she dropped to her knees and plunged  her mouth down on me swallowing it all the way to the back of her throat and then some.

“Shit Fuck! Bella what the hell?” I couldn’t move she had me totally pinned when she threw me on the ground and I was looking at her back as she faced away from me straddled across my chest. I couldn’t see what she was doing. I could only feel it. Each stroke of her hand was a steady rhythm as she stroked my cock pumping it making the fucking thing respond to her touch like a god damn puppet. She leaned forward, the tiny dress she had on lifted slightly and I caught a glimpse of her ass cheek as it peeked out from under it, and I felt her licking the length up and down my cock. Her tongue laving all along it. I groaned out in protest but lost when Bella pumped me so furiously demanding for me to feed her. She was feral and wild and right before my orgasm was on the cusp she sped up faster and leaned down sinking her teeth into my thigh and sucking the venom out of me at the exact moment that I released. My load shot out spurting and I had no idea where it was going. I couldn’t see her at all but I knew what she was doing. I could feel the coldness hit my thigh where she had bitten me as the burn crept up slowly through the cells of my body and Bella licked every bit of my come off before she moved down and repeated it again and bit once more. As I came back from my orgasm it was then that I realized her hips were grinding he sweet pussy into my chest as she humped me harder and faster. Her moans and whimpers were now coming out in pants. Then she threw her head back and I was looking into her face as she literally started coming and spraying all over me saturating me and marking me hers with her eyes clenched closed and her bottom lip between her teeth and whimpers coming out of her throat.

I could not help it but smile at the beauty before me. Even upside down she was fucking beautiful when she came.

Her eyes slowly opened and she realized I was watching her and she returned the smile ten fold.   

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