Chapter 43 And so it begins

YOU ALL STILL RAWK MY WORLD! 

Edward’s Eternal Kiss

Chapter 43

And so it begins

~x~X~X~BELLA~X~X~x~

Edward and I spent the last seventy-two hours in bed. We watched the sunrise then set, rise, and then set again. Most of that time we explored each other thoroughly. My fingers did not want to miss the feeling of his skin underneath them. His hair was untamed enough before I got my hands on it. He seriously needed to wash it so I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the bathroom to fill the tub. I searched the cupboards and found the bottle of Mr. Bubbles. Turning to Edward I looked at him cocking my brow up high on one side and he looked lost. “Let me guess…Stephan?”

He snorted out a laugh and said, “Now it makes sense.” I shook my head and poured the stuff in the tub. Stephan was genius. We climbed in and washed one another thoroughly. I wasn’t sure who purchased the strawberry shampoo but I was truly grateful. I nestled in his arms in the tub soaking as the scalding water heated our chilled skin. It was sheer heaven.

I lathered up the shampoo and turned to attack that matted head of hair.

I worked my fingers through it laughing as I sculpted. First, it had to be the Mohawk. I giggled throwing my head back laughing. He smirked at me and simulated the act of banging his head like a hard punk rocker.

Next was the alfalfa style. He truly looked like a dork but in a very adorkable way.

I borrowed Stephan and Vladimir's childhood photo for this one hahahaha!

He rolled his eyes as I lathered up more and went for the spiky porcupine style.

“Now that’s just hot baby!” I laughed.

“Are you having fun?” he laughed grabbing my sides to attempt to tickle me. I giggled and cried out, “Wait, wait! One more…this one is the Bob’s Big Boy!” I screeched when he almost messed it up before I was finished and he got a look in the mirror.

“What is a Bob’s Big Boy?” He asked.

“It’s a restaurant that made the first Double Decker hamburger. One of his best customers was a little chubby little boy with wavy hair who worked for a free burger. The owner had an animated character drawn up of the kid and he is actually a statue in front of every restaurant to this day.”

“And why do you know this?” He asked as he looked in the mirror at the style. “My mom worked there for a short time.”

“You know I kind of like this style…I think I will keep it!” I laughed.

“I don’t think so!” I splashed him as he pulled me in to kiss him. I crawled up over him and we made out until the water was as icy as we were.

We were lying in bed and he was on the internet working diligently on something.

“What are you doing?”

“Nothing baby.”

“Edward you can’t not be doing nothing. You’re concentrating too hard to not be doing nothing.” I observed coolly.

His eyes darted over to mine and he said “Do you really want to spoil your surprise?”

“Oh a surprise for me?”

“Yeah baby.” He leaned over and kissed my forehead.

“Spoil it I hate surprises.” I demanded.

He flipped his laptop and I gaped at what he was looking at.

“You said you knew how to ride right?”

“Yeah!” I wanted to jump up and down on the bed and squeal like a little girl!
“Are you serious baby?” I asked wrapping my arms around his neck.
“Yes. It is being delivered first thing tomorrow and we are heading out to the desert after the sun goes down. Tia and Ben will be here tonight but first baby we are going to go hunt! Get dressed.”

Edward and I got dressed quickly and he took me North into the LA National Forest. We met up with his brothers and sisters and all feasted on a herd of deer, Edward dined on Mountain lions while Emmett taught me how to take down a bear. I was so full I was sloshing by the time we headed back. Edward’s family came back to the house with us to wait on Tia and Ben’s arrival. I was elated to find that the guys went back to the house in Malibu to pick up their motorcycles too. We were going to take Highway ten out to Palm Springs after midnight when there would be little traffic on the road. Edward and I were going to be in the center on our new Harley V rod and they were going to surround us until we got out onto the open road with less traffic and less human blood to drive me crazy with!

It seems Edward and I started a trend and his siblings all wanted to try to push the envelope and see how they could do on the road while fucking! The girls were all upstairs getting ready for the guys wearing mini skirts sans panties of course and button up tops then we all met downstairs to see our guys dressed in our favorite pair of jeans and button down shirts. My heart melted when I caught a glimpse of Edward in my favorite playroom jeans. All I can say is he is the only thing I will be focusing on.
Once we were out on the open road, I was already soaking wet. The rumble of the engine was heaven between my legs getting me all worked up. Having Edward behind me with one arm wrapped around my waist while the other hand was sliding around and down between my spread legs finger fucking me as I drove this beast between our legs was utterly heaven getting up to one hundred and twenty five miles per hour.

“Fuck baby your pussy is so fucking wet I want to bury my cock into you right fucking now Kitten!” He purred into my ear nibbling and biting it. The moon was full over the desert and it was a perfectly hot beautiful night out. I could feel Edwards hard cock poking my ass from behind.
“Okay baby.”
I stood up while he slid down to my seat with his cock in hand and fuck the cool air blowing through my saturated legs was unfucking real.
I kept my hands on the handlebars while Edward drove it into me. “Fuck Bella you’re fucking dripping down my cock baby!”
“Oh God Edward fucking harder Goddamn it!” I turned the throttle and let it out revving the engine to the maxium speed.
He growled, roared, and slammed into me at lightning speed. The others were spread out on this long stretch of road to nowhere fucking like a bunch of teenagers and thankfully we kept enough distance between us!
“PULL THE FUCK OVER.” He demanded.
I pulled off the highway, set the kickstand and he picked me up bent me over the bike and fucked me so hard and deep, and my God, it was sooooo good I didn’t ever want him to stop. “I am fucking ready come…come with me Bella!” he yelled and reached around holding my tits through my opened shirt as he slammed into me hard shooting everything he had in him deeply inside of me. I loved the feeling of him filling me. A few minutes later Rosalie and Emmett blew past us and just as we had righted ourselves and covered all that needed to be covered, they came back and had the biggest grins on their faces.
“THIS IS FUCKING!!!!” Emmett howled. “Man I got to hand it to you guys! This shit is off the hook!” We laughed and our group had all gathered standing around talking when two cops somehow managed to sneak up on us.
“OH shit.” Ben muttered “Bella hold you’re breath love. Stay behind Edward.”
 Not one of us had a helmet and we knew we were screwed. The cops cited us all and told us that we needed to have helmets to leave. After Emmett argued with them about the fact that there was no place around here where we were going to get helmets at this hour on a dark desert highway, it was then that Alice and Rose busted out singing Hotel California on the side of the road giggling and laughing. Before I knew it, Tia and I joined in while all the men including the two cops watched us sing the melody dancing and swaying our hips to the beats in our heads.

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

After that, the cops were really cool and just told us to get home but to drive safe along the way. According to Edward, we got them all hot and bothered watching us dance on the side of the road in mini skirts without panties.

Edward picked me up and swung me around kissing the shit out of me once they had pulled away.

“How the fuck did you maintain yourself baby?”

“I held my breath for most of the time but then I don’t know, I think I am just too full to swallow another ounce of blood. A bear is one huge meal!”

“That and she is sexually satisfied.” Ben smirked.

We all laughed climbing on our bikes and heading back towards home. I let Edward drive while I held onto him tightly just enjoying the smell of his hair blowing in my face.

I loved him so much and I don’t think I told him enough.

“I love you!” I yelled over the blasts of air around us. I felt his body shake in laughter.

“I love you too!” He turned his head to the side and I planted a kiss on his cheek.

~X~X~X~

When we returned to the house, we all sat around playing Rock band battling out to Marilyn Manson’s Beautiful People and AC/DC’s Hells Bells. Tia and Ben kicked ass at this game leaving us all in the dust.

After a while, they had switched and were playing Tiger Woods on the Wii. Ben didn’t golf thankfully and I managed to pull him aside to have a few moments with him about the issues I wanted to discuss.

I pulled him into the office and he sat down in front of my desk surprised I wanted to talk to him.

“What’s up Bella? Is everything all right?”

“Yeah. I God how do I say this. I have some issues that I haven’t really discussed with Edward because I am a little nervous about bringing it up.”

“What kind of concerns?”

“Well it’s about his role as a Dominant. I am finding myself getting a little confused about some things that I wondered if it was normal.”

“Well Bella this is something that should be discussed between you and Edward. Me being his Mentor will violate his trust in me. I can’t discuss this with his submissive.”

“Okay well let me put it this way then. I have a few questions I need answered.”

“What?”

“When we are on our scheduled time to be a Dom and Sub shouldn’t it go for the full twenty four hours?”

“Yes.”

“Okay and if I find myself calling him Master outside of the playroom then that is blurring the lines.”

He rubbed his chin.

“What I am trying to say is that Edward has never been a true Dominant to one girl. I don’t think we are practicing the roles the way they are meant to be played.”

“Interesting. I hadn’t thought of that but as I said Bella I really understand your need to figure out your relationship with Edward but don’t you think it would be better to discuss this with him. I don’t believe Edward would take anything personally or be hurt by your concerns considering they are legitimate concerns.”

“Ben…can you tell me how a Dominant is trained?”

He smiled.

“It depends. In the case of Edward, he pretty much was a voyeur for most of the scenes. I know where you are going with this Bella. You want to know if he has ever played the role of a submissive.”

I smiled. “Yes. And I am willing to guess that would be a No.” I stated waiting for his reactions.

“We need to get Edward in here. Let me go get him.” He stood up and walked out. I sighed nervous now.

He walked in with Ben as Ben shut the door. We knew that the hearing of the others would be easy for them to hear our conversation. When you live with vampires, you just try to learn to give each other privacy but usually it doesn’t work very well.

Edward walked in and he looked at me with narrowed eyes. “What is going on?” He asked as he plopped down next to Ben in the leather chair in front of my desk.

“Talk to him Bella. Tell him your concerns.” Ben said and looked at Edward as I began to speak.

“Well I don’t want you to take this wrong. I know I have no experience in this lifestyle but I am a little confused sometimes. We slip in and out of our roles of D/s so easily that I don’t know where those roles end and we begin as Edward and Bella. Edward I love you baby with all my heart but I feel like you don’t fully understand how to handle me. You have always had Tanya to handle your subs. I am confused and I want to be a good submissive but I feel like you don’t understand what is expected of you or me.”

He looked at me stunned.

“Bella what are you talking about we are fine.”

“No Edward we are not fine. We agreed to one night but we never hold true to it.”

He sighed and looked at Ben.

“I think what Bella is trying to say Edward is that you don’t understand her role to teach her how to be a proper submissive.”

“That is exactly what I am saying!” I sighed a huge sigh of relief!

“I understand your role Kitten.”

“Do you really Edward?” Ben asked crossing his leg and getting comfortable. I knew we were going to be here a while.

“If I remember correctly when I was trained as a dominant I actually played the role of a submissive to fully understand what their role entailed. You have never done that Edward not under my training. I know you entered this lifestyle on a bet, but I am fully aware that you are a true Dominant and you just sort of breezed your way through it. I think I can take some responsibility for that. It is after all my job to teach you and if you have not been practicing as the acting Dominant in your playroom you really are lacking the experience to train Isabella.”

“That’s bullshit. I know exactly how to train her!” Edward scowled. I had upset him now and it was the last thing I wanted and feared.

“Then why is Bella standing before us with these questions if that were the case? And Edward change your attitude because this took a hell of a lot of courage for her to come forward and speak about this. She was worried she would upset you and right now, she is right to feel that way. We are all adults here let’s discuss this rationally. Your temper is your downfall you do realize that!”

Edward acted like a wounded child looking away from both of us to stare out the window. I felt like shit for it too.

“I am sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything.”

“The hell you shouldn’t have! You have every right to speak up Bella. Now Edward stop and think about it for a minute. First of all, you lied to me. You led me to believe that you were taking to this lifestyle with the intention of being an acting Dominant. I didn’t pay much attention to your scenes in the past with your prior subs and I regret that now. I just felt since we are friends me being in your room wasn’t necessary. Your submissives all seemed so well behaved. Now I know why. That was the only rule they had to follow really was to obey you and keep you at arms length. I understand why you did it because of what you are but still I was your mentor you should have come to me. Now if you want my opinion on this matter I am going to tell you exactly what I think. I think that maybe as an exercise and this only has to happen for a period of twenty four hours…is that you submit yourself to Bella after I train her of the basics on her role.”

“You are kidding me!” He half laughed half scowled.

“NO. I am dead serious.” Ben sat forward and glared at Edward. “As your mentor I recommend it highly. You need to know what it is like to give yourself over so you understand and sympathize with what Bella is doing for you when she steps into this role. Edward what could happen that would be so bad? You can work a list of limits with her. As a matter of fact now, it’s an order. I am going to sit down with Bella and we are going to do some serious talking about this a little training as well. Edward this is only to make you a better Dominant. It doesn’t in anyway demean you. If that is the case, that you feel that you cant put your self in her shoes well then maybe you need to reconsider your role as a Dominant at all. What she does is in no way demeaning! It’s a gift she gives you. Why can’t you do the same without question?”

Edward’s eyes met mine and I tried to convey my regret but he gave me a soft a smile and asked, “Is this what you want Kitten? Do you think this will help us?”

I was stunned. “Only if you want to.” I said softly and he gave me that dazzling smile.

“Okay I will agree. Whatever Ben wants us to do I am positive it will only enhance our relationship. I trust Ben fully and I think you do also so then yes. Let’s do this.”

I lunged over the desk and landed on his lap hugging and kissing the shit out of him.

“Wow if I had known you would react this way I would have agreed sooner.” He laughed.

“Now come on I need to show you how to Golf Ben!” We all stood up and made our way back to the game room.

~X~X~X~

Over the course of the next couple of days, Ben and Tia allowed Edward and I to watch some pretty tame scenes in our playroom between them. Ben also spent some time with me alone for instruction while Tia did the same with Edward. It was when Ben handed me a list for Edward that I was surprised. He wanted Edward to feel comfortable but he wanted me to fully understand Edward a little better as well. He handed me some paper work that I had to give to Edward before our scene was to play out.

Ben and Tia left and he told me to call him at anytime if I had any questions. To say I was nervous was an understatement. After they left, I handed the list to Edward and left him alone to fill it out and we would be in the playroom in less than a few hours.

When I read Edward’s entries, my heart melted all over again for this man. I just don’t understand sometimes how he can be so absolutely smitten with me. He could have anyone he wanted and yet he chooses me?

Edward…

You are willing to submit to your Mistress Bella for twenty-four hours.

Before that happens, I need to know the following:

· Please describe your physical appearance. Every detail of your appearance should be described, and you should tell me how your body will react to touch.

A lean, tall, easy on the eyes type of gentleman. Pale, cold-skinned with reflective eyes. The only person that could get a reaction out of me is my beloved Bella and just the proximity of her sends me into a frenzy of need. Trust me when I say…any touch from her and I react.

·  How do you feel about your appearance? What do you think your best feature is? Your worst?

I think I am ok to look at. My best feature is something that has just woken up in me and I won’t be bashful here because I did in fact become rather impressed with it once it started to work. My cock it’s big and I think Bella really seems to like it.
My worst hmm…my ears. I don’t like my ears.

·  Describe yourself mentally to me. What are you like? What do you like to do? What are your favorite things: color, food meaning AB negative or o positive, movie, song, group, book do you smoke, drink, ever do drugs?

I am pretty normal considering I am a vampire.  I have a tendency to brood but not lately. My favorite food is my beloved Bella. Song…I haven’t written it yet but it is a work in progress. I don’t smoke. I drink only when it’s required. Never did drugs.

Favorite movie…I don’t really find that entertaining I prefer a book. Something along the lines of Kama Sutra or 69 sexual positions would be my next topic of research…

God I sound like Emmett!

·  How do you feel about your mental makeup? What are your strengths and weaknesses?

I am a possessive motherfucker. I over think things to the point that I can ruin it.  Bella is now my only weakness…but don’t tell her!
I am stronger because of her.

·  How do you use your strengths and hide your weaknesses?

See above! Ha ha

·  What are your spiritual and/or religious beliefs? How do you practice them?

I do not believe that God exists some days and other days I wonder…so I am a little confused about it. I used to believe that I didn’t have a soul but I would swear I have found it in Bella.
I don’t practice religion, but I have prayed to my parents once recently.

·  What hobbies do you have?

BELLA BELLA BELLA…My piano, a newly found joy of motorcycles that will be further explored.
A new playroom in the other wing of the house.
It is necessary that I spend time with my family.

·  What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you? The happiest? The saddest?

I have yet to be embarrassed for myself but I have been embarrassed for Bella.
There are two times in my life that are the happiest. One is the day she walked into my home and stole my heart.
The second happiest is also the saddest day as well…when I took her from her world and brought her into my world forever.

·  What do you think is the biggest problem in the world today, and how would you fix it?

Discipline. People are not held accountable for their actions severely enough. Humanity is breaking down because of it. The old saying is true…spare the rod spoil the child. Greed is growing at an alarming rate. If more people today had their asses whipped to correct their behavior then they would remember it
There is a song called Mad World by Michael Andrews I used to feel that way before I met Bella. She changed all of that. She brought my hope and faith back in humanity because with her in this world there has to be more like her and with that comes hope.
 ·  What things are most important in your life?

Bella and my family.

·  What things are you afraid of?

Losing either of those above…
Oh, and when I realize Bella is irritated with me over something I did. Nothing is scarier than a pissed off Newborn. She is really cute though when she is like that…my little tiger-kitten indeed!

·  What are some of the things you most want to do before you die?

HA HA Seriously?

·  Who do you most look up to? Why?

Carlisle, Ben, and Jasper. I trust them.
Bella because her pedestal wasn’t given to her it was earned by just being herself.

·  Do you believe there is other intelligent life in the universe?

I am not an idiot. If you seriously think that we are the only ones in the universe then can I recommend you look up a video on youtube called The Most Important Image Ever Taken. In 1995 the Hubble space telescope was pointed at one spot in the sky for ten days. The results were astounding and very humbling.

The video is six minutes long but that six minutes will change your view of the universe we live in. Seriously...and the numa numa guy is quite funny, but that boy is wasting perfectly good brain cells that he could be utilizing for something more productive in our world.  

·  If you were able to, what would you change about your life, and why?

Absolutely nothing. My life has never been so perfect. Well there is one thing but I can’t say that here and in time I will disclose it.

·  What are your biggest accomplishments in your life?

Bella and hopefully this exercise right here. I think what I am doing is going to make me the Dominant she needs me to be. I can’t fucking wait.

·  Any health problems? (allergies, high blood pressure, drug addictions etc)

HA HA! I have been accused of having bad circulation problems…does that count?

·  What pets would you like to have?

I already have a Kitten I adore and get to keep forever.

·  If you were founding a new country on the ruins of what was once the US, what principles would you found it on? What would be in your constitution?

RESPECT OTHERS.
A tightly run government that does not create useless administration positions to put that government into an outlandish debt. The taxes on an equal basis of all working classes and that money to be used first and foremost for:
No citizen should be denied a free education including college!
Medical/Dental care coverage and controlled costs of home medical equipment that is affordable based on income.
AFFORDABLE HOUSING! A home should not be built for profit.
Security within OUR borders. Their government is not our concern so long as they don’t venture here and do us harm. I do not want to be some Mother Theresa of the world. My priority lies with my homeland and with that comes the restriction of allowing anyone to come here and set up a business only to turn around and spend that profit abroad. Our country should support itself first and limit the import/export to other countries, which will inevitably break down the financial market as it is doing right at this very moment. If we had kept things within our borders, we would not be outsourcing jobs and we would not have the homeless rate we do now or the unemployment rate.  

·  What do you feel most passionately about or believe most strongly in?

My Bella and true love.

·  Are you:

• Democrat or Republican: Why do I have to be either? Can’t I be other? Why is their only one or the other? That seems a little forced don’t you think?
• Pro-choice or Pro-life: This is a tough one…let me get back to you.
• Technophobic or Technophilic: Those sound kinky could you explain I may be interested in this.
• Logical or Intuitive: Both
• Introverted or Extroverted: You tell me after reading all of this!

·  What five items would you consider indispensable in your life, and why?

BELLA and why is a given don’t you think?

Sustenance to survive of course.

BELLA

My family

BELLA

Turning towards the sexual
YEAH!

·  Tell me now about your sexual past. Very detailed and specific. When and how did you lose your virginity? How many partners? How many M? How many F? What positions have you done? What did you like/not like? What are the best things you've tried and places you've had sex? Overall, what do you like/not like? Everything else... I should know almost as much as you know about your sexual experiences. When was your last AIDS test? When were you last tested for any other STDs?

There is a story online it is called Edwards Eternal Kiss. You will get all the answers to any of your questions. No I don’t have any STD’s or Aids.
·  What things turn you on? both mentally - what images, thoughts, words, etc. as well as physically - where are you most sensitive, how to touch you, etc.
Bella being exactly who she is.
Bella in leather.
Bella in my office.
Bella in my playroom.
Bella on top of me.
Bella underneath me.
Bella wet.
Bella when she whimpers…fuck that shit just damn near has me undone!
Bella’s sweet fucking pouty plump lips. God I just got hard!
I am not being sappy here really but it isn’t a touch so much as it is when she looks at me with all the love in her heart. It feels so incredible my skin rises, venom fills my mouth, and I need to be inside of her. This seems to magnify each time I see it and I don’t ever want to not see it again. How often does she do it? Several times a day. When I am inside of her, when she looks at me like this blows my fucking mind.

·  What do you prefer in panties - style, material and color?

I will not wear any! EVER!
Now if we are talking for Bella leather is so fucking erotic to me on her sweet pussy. It’s a fetish I know. Nothing smells sexier than a dead animal on my Kitten!

·  What would you wear to seduce someone who you didn't know well but wanted to take to bed? (and please, be complete)

Ha ha…I used to think it was my leather pants, now I know how much she loves the jeans…so the Levi’s if I could redo the night I had my party…I think I may of convinced her to put out. Why didn’t I wear the fucking jeans?

·  What is the favorite piece of lingerie/fetish wear that you own? That you have seen? (descriptions are good, pictures are better , pictures of you in them would be best ;)

You little pervette! I got pictures for you baby! See below!

Starting to get into the BDSM
Now that’s what I am talking about!!

·  What do you think submission will be like?

I am a little nervous about it but I trust her. I trust Ben to know that he thinks this is what I need just this once to see for myself when I expect Bella to give herself to me freely. In other words, I am willing to walk in her shoes for this to be better for both of us.

·  Why does it appeal to you/what do you want from it?

To be a better Dominant for us.

·  What (if anything) do you fear about it?

It is something that I am afraid to hand over to someone completely. I couldn’t do this with anyone else other than Bella. And I have to say I fully understand now why Ben has SO MUCH respect for Submissives! He is a very smart soul and he is totally correct in his thoughts in regards to Submissives. We as their dominants are truly the ones being their submissives. We are there to take care of their needs so that they take care of ours. If that makes sense.

·  Tell me, in detail, about your previous experiences with slavery or subbing. Also tell me about any training you've had.

I have never submitted until now and what I did as a Dominate in training before no longer counts.

·  This list should be used as follows:
- Answer YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity.

- Indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity
Your answers should be Yes it’s a turn on or No I will NOT do that item under any circumstances.
A zero indicates you have no desire to do that activity (in fact, may loath it) but you are willing to do it to please your Master/Mistress/Trainer. On the same scale also rate how much it scares you.
Please means the activity is a wild turn-on and your begging for it to happen at any given time.

Edward this is for you. Not what you would like for Bella. You as a sub.

Anal sex                       NO

Beating                        NO

Blindfolded                    Yes

gagged                         O

Being sold (permanent)         NO

Being sold (temporary)         NO

Biting                         PLEASE

Breast bondage                 HAHA VERY FUNNY…

Branding                       GOOD LUCK TRYING if you bite though…hmmm! 

Bondage                        YES

Caning                         O

Chauffeuring                   OK SO I AM SPOILED YES I HAVE A DRIVER?

Chosen food for                0       

Chosen clothing for            SERIOUSLY? GO SEE ALICE!

Clothespins                    NO

Cock worship                   PLEASE PLEASE AND THANK YOU PLEASE!

Collars (wearing)              COLLAR ME BABY! YOU GET ONE CHANCE!

Corsets (wearing)              DO I LOOK LIKE EMMETT? ROLLS EYES!

Cuffs (metal)                  YES

Cutting                        NO

Double penetration             HELL NO

Electricity                    HELL NO 

Enemas                         BE SERIOUS!

Examinations (physical)        LOOK AWAY baby…

Exhibitionism                  YES for your eyes only

Face slapping                  NO

Fantasy rape                   NO

Fantasy gang rape              NO

Finding other new slaves       NO

Fisting                        HELL NO 

Following orders               YES

Foot worship                   O

Forced dressing                NO      

Forced homo-sexuality          HELL NO

Forced masturbation            HAHA FORCE ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

Forced nudity                  HAHA FORCE ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

Forced servitude               yes

Full head hoods                NO

Genital sex                    HUH? Scratches head with confusion

Given away                     Hell NO

Golden showers                 Hell NO

Hairbrushes                    What is that? 

Hair pulling                   PLEASE PLEASE

Hand jobs - getting            PLEASE PLEASE

Hand jobs - giving             UH…ONLY TO BELLA…

Harnessing                     O

Head - giving                  PLEASE PLEASE AND THANK YOU PLEASE!

High heel worship              O

Homage with tongue             uh not sure.

Hot waxing                     NO

Housework                      Hell NO

Humiliation in private         Hell NO

Humiliation in public          Hell NO

Ice cubes                      hahahahahahahaha Good luck!

Interrogations                 I swear I didn’t do it! 

Kneeling                       Yes

Leather restraints             Please

Licking                        Please

Massage – giving               Please

Medical scenes                 NO

Modeling (nude/erotic)         YES     

Modeling (BDSM)                NO             

Mouth bits                     NO

Nipple clamps                  0 fear this

Nipple weights                 0 fear this

oral/anal play                 NO

Over-the-knee spanking         O       

Orgasm denial                  O CRUEL MAN CRUEL BUT I SEE THE POINT 

Orgasm control                 YES

Phone SEX                      yes

Prostitution                   ILEGAL              

Pussy whipping                 PLEASE PLEASE AND THANK YOU PLEASE!

Pussy worship                  PLEASE PLEASE AND THANK YOU PLEASE!

Riding crops                   YES

Saran wrapping                 NO

Scratching – getting           WHEN YOU DO THAT THING IN MY HAIR SIGHS..

Serving as a pony              HELL NO

Serving as a maid              HELL NO

Sensory deprivation            YES

Serving                        YES

Serving as furniture           Seriously? Uh..ok sit on me that’s fine.

Sexual deprivation             NO      

Shaving                        SILLY!

Spanking                       YES

Spreader bars                  YES PLEASE AND THANK YOU!

Stocks                         NO

Straight jackets               NO

Strapping - full body          NO

Suspension                     NO

Inverted suspension            NO

Swapping                       NO

Tape gags                      YES

Teasing                        YES

Tickling                       UH ZERO BUT I FEAR THIS

Uniforms                       SURE WHY NOT!

Including others               NO

Verbal humiliation             NO

Voyeurism                      YES

Videoed scenes                 YES

Whipping                       YES

·  What things would humiliate you (Esp. in a way that arouses you)?

Nothing it’s a hard limit. No good can come from this whatsoever for my self or anyone I am with.

·  What is your darkest fantasy?

Are you trying to embarrass me? This will only be discussed not written and only if you tell me yours first and I will gage if mine is too fucking wicked or not before I tell you. You can take it or leave it at that ~ honestly I really want to hear hers.

·  Rate yourself on the following, on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 is high

cooking                        :2

giving a blow-job              :0

giving a massage               :10

looks                          :6-7

intelligence                   :10

creativity                     :10

sensuality                     :10

sense of humor                 :5

exhibitionist tendencies       :5

ability to keep a promise      :10

sense of honor                 :100

sense of reality               :10

sense of balance               :10

spirituality                   :0

desire to cuddle               :100000000

bisexual tendency/desire       :000000000

·  What would you like to be part of your training? What is it that you want to seek to learn, try, and/or experience. Be as specific and detailed as you can, as it would help me a great deal.

I want you to ask me to do something that scares you the most. We can go from there so that I never bring you fear in my playroom. There is no place for fear in it other than punishment for being a bad girl.

But since I get to say I want to experience something….I really want to watch you find the naughtiest toy in the playroom that you can find and plant your ass up on the table and show me how you would do it without me being there. In other words get off privately in front of me. So, so hot!

·  How do you feel about learning/living with other women?

Been there, done that. I live with Bella now and she is the only one that will be with me for eternity.

·  Is there anything else you feel I should know about you? Anything you would like to say at this point.

ISABELLA SWAN I WANT TO BE THIS FOR YOU.

DO THIS FOR YOU.

FOR US!

KITTEN YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH MY ENTIRE VERY COLD DEAD HEART AND I AM YOURS FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS BABY…WHERE IS MY COLLAR AND WHEN DO WE START?

YOUR OTL

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From this moment on I knew that Edward WOULD DO anything for me. I couldn’t wait to get him in the playroom for this once in a lifetime experience and he is going to be so blown away by some of the things he has no idea that Ben and Tia have shown me.

It is something that can only be done between Vampire’s in a Playroom.

I love them for teaching me so much!

At this time tomorrow Edward will be standing before me in the playroom in my favorite jeans and we will be switching back to our prospective roles.

If you don’t mind it’s now time to go collar my little submissive. Shit I just gushed!

Sighs!

A/N
again I am giving my Beta's the time to enjoy the story versus editing it first. I know reading it to correct it isn't the same so Happy New Year but starting next year you both go back to the drawing board!! lol....
THIS POST IS MY NEWS YEARS GIFT TO ALL OF YOU! ENJOY IT! YOU WONT SEE ONE TILL NEXT YEAR WITH MY BETA LOVE ADDED!!
AS ALWAYS I LOVE YOUR REVIEWS YOU ALL INSPIRE ME!