Chapter 31 Choosing Edward

This story contains material that is of the BDSM nature and

may be offensive to some readers.

You have been warned.

Edward is a verbal lover and has no filter with his language.

Edward's Eternal Kiss

Chapter 31

Choosing Edward

~x~X~x~BELLA~x~X~x~

“What the hell is all that noise?” I groaned and turned over. “Oh God! My entire body aches!” It ached in places I didn’t know could ache! Everywhere and I do mean everywhere.

“Good Morning Sweet pea.” I heard Alice’s voice and peeked out from under my covers to find Tia, Rosalie and Alice sitting there watching me sleep.

“What the hell are you guys doing?”

“Bella do you know you talk in your sleep?” Rosalie asked with a smirk as she bounced her leg with too much bounce for so early in the morning. It was morning wasn’t it?

“Yes so I have heard.” I grumble wondering where Edward is and still clueless as to what the hell is going on and wondering what is with all the noise.

“Do you always carry on a conversation with Edward about bloody collars and peeing on him?” She continued.

“Oh god, please don’t tell me I wasn’t going on about that!”

“Uh…yeah honey you were. We sort of need to talk.” Tia smiled brightly.

“It seems there are a few things you are confused about and Edward being the typical guy that he is…snaked out the first chance he could while pleading with us to explain to you the dynamics of squirting orgasms.” Alice chirped in a far too chipper mood.

I sat straight up. “What?” I was mortified. “Tell me he didn’t!” I felt my face flush beet red.

“Don’t be embarrassed sweet pea…it is actually quite an experience isn’t it?” Alice winked.

I hung my head in shame burying it in my hands. “God please kill me now.”

“Not yet pussycat…you have to wait five days…now….what do you want to know?” Rosalie asked.

“What the fuck that noise is and do you have any aspirin?” I threw myself back down on the bed pulling my pillow over my head.

“The aspirin is on the nightstand next to you courtesy of Edward and do us all a quick favor—take a human moment, because girlfriend you smell like sex, Edward, alcohol, and is that bbq sauce on your breath?” Rose scrunches her nose up

“Shut up Rosalie…I haven’t had bbq since your parent’s house!” I threw a pillow at her.

The blonde she-bitch was teasing me.

After I took the aspirin and took a quick shower I hoped they would be gone when I came out...I opened the door slowly and peeked around it.

“Damn.” I muttered no such luck. I groaned and walked out of the bathroom.

“Well now that is better. Come with us sweet pea we are all going to the spa.”

I laughed. “Excuse me?” I snorted out embarrassingly louder than I intended to.

“Well technically we aren’t going but you my dear are.” Tia grinned widely and grabbed my arm pulling me. “Why? I already had my summer waxing!” I groaned. “And my mani and pedi!”

“Because in five days you’re going to be frozen in time do you want a two week shadow for all eternity on your kitty?” Alice asked as we made our way down the stairs.

“Oh that’s what all the racket is.” I mumbled as we walked past all the people cleaning up and disassembling dungeon equipment. “I really need to see Edward where is he?”

“Hunting. You two have managed to forgo food long enough!” Alice snapped at me.

“So are they all gone?”

“Yep and so are we let’s go!”

~X~X~X~

I spent the better part of the morning getting groomed, primped, clipped, moisturized, tenderized, and waxed by a gay guy who got dressed in the dark this morning—not a thing on him matched—while I was given the quickest course of Sex and Orgasm’s 101.

Alice rambled on and on about squirting and the reason why some girls do and some girls don’t. Rosalie and Tia just gaped at the amount of knowledge Alice seemed to have on this particular subject.

“Jazz said it perfectly! He described the taste as a saline liquor during coition.” She put her hand under her chin and looked dreamily into nothing.

Every person in the room blanched.

“I don’t know her.” Rosalie got up, walked out to the waiting area, and hid behind a magazine that was clearly upside down.

I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants.

Again!

That pretty much ended that conversation. I had my fill since I had gotten advice from all three of them and then I was forced to deal with the high-pitched squeaky gay beautician named Anthony who tried to convince me that Edward would never know that a guy waxed my kitty.

Little did he know that Edward could delve into the minds of those with me who were very privy to this information, therefore I was screwed. I didn’t want to be the one to tell him that some dude who dressed like Punky Brewster was down between my legs working ‘his magic’ as he described it. Nope not even going there maybe, he won’t ask, but with my luck, he just might.

I for the life of me couldn’t understand how the three of them could be all wrapped up in scarves as we made our way into the salon to begin with. It was freaking July and they were covered in gloves up to their elbows and scarves wrapped over their heads with big hats. They reminded me of my grandma Marie at Easter sunrise service wearing an Easter bonnet.

Between you and me…yes it was mildly embarrassing. Would I ever find myself doing this very same thing when I am changed?

Absolutely not. I don’t do big floppy hats and gloves. I could however, choose to just stay at home on sunny days with my sexy Vampire and do him instead!

Now that was a fucking plan I intended to make! However, my day of torture was not over once Anthony was done primping my kitty to begin it’s lifetime of eternity to bareness, apparently, one of them had a hair-brained idea to go have some boudoir photos done of me before my change. When I protested Tia suddenly blurted out that they were doing it all for Edward and how could I let him down.

Stupid conniving vampires!

I narrowed my eyes at them and hissed. “Using my love for that man is not going to make me like this any less.” I scowled. “And just so it’s clear I am doing this for Edward.” I stomped off towards the entrance of the photo studio.

Yeah…I imagined silk lace, teddies, and fur boa’s as your standard attire for this type of shoot. Right? Right?

Wrong!

No this is me we are talking about here. The girl that just couldn’t find a normal life with a human man and ect…and all that bullshit.

This was not your typical boudoir photo session simply because as Alice so eloquently put it, “This is not for your typical man. This is Edward we are talking about here.”

“I hope they have leather. He prefers it.” I stated.

“Not this time my little sweet pea. You my sweets are going to be his teenage fantasies come to life.”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

Thirty minutes later, I stood in front of the mirror and gaped at what they put me in “You have got to be kidding me right?” I didn’t know weather to laugh or to call out for ma and pa. Hell maybe Laura Ingalls was around here somewhere!

 “Are you guys sure this is something he would like to see me in?” I just stood there staring at well…a freak if you wanted my honest opinion.

“Trust me Bella he is going to flip.”

“I don’t know I think he is way more modern day Vampire than the Victorian era he came from.” I protested.

“You are wearing that! Now go sit down and look sexy.”

I rolled my eyes.

“Well this could take a while to achieve anything remotely close to that!!” I growled. “I hope you brought sleeping bags.” They laughed at me. I wasn’t amused. Worse,…I wasn’t kidding.

Bella Swan doesn’t do sexy. She does clumsy. She does clueless rather well. She does oblivious quite nicely but sexy?

Not so much.

I sat here practically covered like great grandma-ma in these God-awful bloomers as if I was teleported out of a 1920’s Catalog for women’s undergarments from Sears.

Hmmm….I wonder if Edward ever masturbated as a human to one of them.  

I will store that little question away for future embarrassment.

On our way back to the house I inquired with Tia as to who exactly Afton and his sub were.

“Chelsea is part of the Volturri. She is currently on a leave because she has found her mate who is human and wouldn’t fair too well in a community of vampires that feed on human blood. According to Chelsea she is going to change Afton.” Tia explained.

“Oh, so it is common for Humans and Vampires to fall in love?”

“No! Most certainly not. To be honest you and Edward are the only ones I have ever heard of. I have a feeling Chelsea isn’t so much in love with Afton as she is with his dominant persona. I don’t see them in love…but you and Edward now that is crystal clear. You two are meant to be.” She smiled dreamily. I had a feeling Tia was a bit of an old romantic.

“What is a Volturri again?” I asked.

“Ask Edward.” Tia said as we pulled up to the house. I was already exhausted and it was barely getting dark. I made my way upstairs with my meal in hand departing from the girls so I could make arrangements to visit my parents.

I called my mother first and then Charlie, both of which were elated to hear that I was coming but not at all happy that it was for a couple of days. I didn’t have time to tell them that their daughter is going off into forever with a vampire after he bites her, never to see them again. I was still pretty pissed off at Jake and ignored his text messages he sent several days ago. Maybe I would just show up on his front door step just as Charlie did for me only I won’t be as kind.

I finished off my chicken salad and Coke zero and lay back on the bed. Before too long I fell into another deep sleep.

Bella…Bella…follow me.

Why?

Just do it.

Tell me where we are going!

Silly Kitten where do you think we are going?

I don’t know Edward. Tell me.

Straight to hell.

EDWARD!

I sat up gasping for air.

“Kitten it was just a bad dream sweetheart. You’re safe.”

I sucked in another lungful of air and covered my rapidly beating heart.

“Oh God. You caught on fire.” 

“What?” He looked at me surprised.

“I dreamt that you burst into flames.”

“Well that certainly isn’t what I imagined you dreaming about.” He muttered.

I turned to look at him. “What are you doing way over there?”

“Just watching you.” He shrugged.

“You could watch me over here.” I suggested and wagged my brow.

His brow cocked up high on one side. “I suppose I could but for some reason my brothers think that I need to give you some rest.”

“Hey when your brothers are the ones walking around with a sore kitty then they can suggest whatever they want…but for now it’s my kitty and I want you over here next to it!” I glared at him.

He chuckled and landed next to me.

“I missed you today.” He whispered nuzzling into my neck.

“I missed you too.”

“So tell me what the big secret is?” He asked.

I just stared at him having no idea what he was referring to. “What secret?”

“The one that Tia, Rose, and Alice are blocking me from.”

Oh, shit. Damn them! Throw me under the bus why don’t they!

“Well…I went to the spa. Got the works.” I shrugged feigning indifference.

“The works?”

“Yeah you know…manicure, pedicure, trim, wax.”

He groaned and then cocked his head to the side.

“You’re hiding something from me too. I can hear it in your heart rate Isabella what is it?”

“Nothing. I am not hiding anything.”

He narrowed his eyes and then scanned them over towards the chair in the corner.

“What’s in the bag?”

I glanced over to see where I had left his photo and I smiled. This was my out.

“It’s sort of a gift. But trust me I am not so sure you will like it. It was your sister’s idea.”

I got up, walked over, and got it dragging it back to the bed.

“I swear I had no idea they were making me do this and I have no idea why they felt this would be something you would like.”

I pulled out the frame and flipped it over handing it to him.

I waited. He smirked and slowly turned it over and I watched his expression morph.

He started out with a hint of a smile but once he saw it the smile dropped completely from his features. I watched him as he stared at it—studying it. His finger traced the out line of my leg and his lips parted slightly. 

He was killing me here. His reaction was totally unreadable.

“You don’t like it. See I knew it.” I stated. His eyes met mine and he narrowed them.

“Be serious Bella!” he growled at me.

That was new!

I watched him as he looked at it reverently. I felt like I needed to tell him.

“Edward baby you’re a freak if you find this sexy.”

He ignored my comment as he was lost in some thought.

“I imagine you crossing my path on the streets of Chicago so long ago. I believe I would have been so taken with you back then as I am now. You look stunningly beautiful Kitten. I love it. It does make me feel a little melancholy but my god I would have ravished you then like I do now!” he growled laying the frame down and he threw me back on the bed hovering over me.

“Thank you.” He kissed me softly."I really do like it sorry to disappoint you love but your wrong."

“Your welcome you freak.” I smirked.

He ignored my teasing.“Did you call your parents?” 

“Yes.”

“Did you get your tickets?”

“No we need to get our tickets.”

He froze.

“Bella I don’t think…”

“Edward Cullen you listen to me you little Vampdom….you are going to meet my parents as my boyfriend before you steal me away from them is that understood? Answer.”

His brows shot up in surprise and then narrowed in to where he was now glaring at me.

Oh, shit! I put my hand over my mouth in utter surprise myself…did I just say that?

“Isabella do not ever talk to me that way again. I will literally take you into that playroom strap your ass down to that bench and whip you till I see red!” His tone was seriously peeved. “We will not be butting heads about who is the dominant one in this relationship…because trust me Kitten when you are changed…You are going to find out how dominant I will finally be allowed to be!”

I just stared at him in all his sexy superiority.

Bratty Vamp! God he is so hot when he flips his switch!

I scowled. (To myself of course.) I am too damn sore still from last night’s activities to end up strapped to anything today so instead I pounced on him forcing him to roll over and plunged into his mouth with my tongue to shut him up. Too bad it didn’t work because now I was the one on my back and he was growling into my neck causing me to giggle like a stupid little schoolgirl.

“I missed you today.” He whispered again placing kisses along my neck inhaling my scent.

“Why do you torture yourself by subjecting yourself to my scent?” He pulled away from me and said, “Bella your scent doesn’t torture me the only way you are thinking.”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

He pushed his lower body onto me and I felt it.

“Wait…are you saying it turns you on?”

“Most definitely.” He growled and nipped my neck with his lips. I blanched, my body stiffened, and he sensed it right away.

“What?” He looked at me serious now.

“Edward…what if you change me and I won’t be exciting for you anymore?”

“Bella don’t be ridiculous. I love everything about you. Your sassiness, your beauty, your caring nature, your sense of humor when it comes to my whacked excuse of a family but more than anything, I love you. How can you think that the only attraction I have to you is from your blood?”

“It’s a legitimate observation.” I stated.

“No it isn’t. It’s utterly absurd you silly girl. Now tell me what arrangements have you made for our trip?” 

“I haven’t. I didn’t want to do it without you first of all so…” I trailed off.

“Fine I will take care of it. So where is your mother?”

“Jacksonville, Florida.”

“And your father is in Forks Washington?”

“Yes.”

“Ok then we do a round trip. We go to Florida first and then we head up to Washington and then that way we can drive to my parent’s house from there, does that sound okay?”

“Sure.”

“Bella are you sure about this?” He asked cautiously. I could sense in his question that he was afraid I wouldn’t be sure.

“Edward there are three things I am absolutely sure about, first you’re a vampire who knew? Second, there is a part of you that thirsts for my blood and I am pretty sure that the way you swallow around me is a sign that I am pretty mouthwatering to you, and third, I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you! Yes I am sure.”

His eyes were burning into mine. The golden tone looked as if it was swirling in them and they were so brightly lit with a hint of a sparkle in them. They were mesmerizing as his skin was a flushed pinkish tone. He almost felt warmer over me and his cool breath blew across my face, his scent was sweet and intoxicating.

“Bella there are three things I am absolutely sure about, first you are the most beautiful, the most exquisite creature I have ever met. Second there isn’t any part of you that I don’t want to devour and drink in until I am utterly intoxicated, and third you are the object of my love, you are my obsession.”

And he kissed me as he had never kissed me before. His lips pressed to mine with so much tenderness and our eyes didn’t close as we just stared at one another. It was as though we were afraid we would miss something. His nose brushed against mine as his tongue came out and his eyes gazed into mine as it slipped up under my top lip and he licked all along the inside of it tasting me while our eyes remained focused. I was completely under his spell.

It felt like he sucked all the air out of my lungs and I couldn’t remember how to breathe.

Lying there in his arms on the bed, I fainted.

When I came around, I could hear him saying my name over and over again, the alarm in his tone.

“Bella?”

I opened my eyes blinking and just stared at him. My heart started pounding even harder. I started to cry.

“Bella what is it!?”

He looked worried. “Did I hurt you?” He asked looking me over.

“No…I told you…you could never hurt me. I just…” I trailed off, wrapped my arms around his neck, and hugged him to me pulling him down forcing his weight on me. I just needed to feel him. I had to make sure he was real.

“Bella.” His voice was in my ear. “Please you’re scaring me sweetheart what is it?”

“I just…love you.” I whispered.