Edward’s Eternal Kiss
Chapter 52
Anatomy 101 for a Seventeen-year-old Vampire
~X~X~X~BELLA~X~X~X~
I shoved him off me and went to the attached bathroom. I took as deep a breath as I could while I turned to look in the mirror. I felt like she was looking back at me.
Time to teach the Dom a little anatomy 101?
She was right. I calmed myself as quickly as I could but I knew she was there under the surface waiting to snap at him.
I straightened my clothes fastened my shirt and opened the door and walked up to him as he sat on the edge of the bed looking confused. A confused looking Edward is very adorable.
Shut up! Tell him!
“Permission to speak freely Master.”
He nodded. “Bella what’s wrong?”
“Did you take biology, anatomy, or even health…any of the times you were in high school? What about college? Or better yet in the years you attended school did you ever take sex education?”
“Well… yeah.” His brow furrowed.
So cute!
Damn it focus!
My brows shot up. “Well excuse me but did you and your family not tell me that a vampire’s memory is pretty damn near perfect? I know since I have been changed I can remember shit that just floors me. Can I ask do you suffer from any condition that makes your memory fail you even though you’re a vampire?”
I realized right away that I was letting her speak. I had to shut her and her sarcastic ass up.
He just sat there looking at me. It was times like this that it was painfully evident Edward was frozen at seventeen. No matter how much I wanted to believe Edward was a grown man, and no matter how many years he had in experience, his thought process was still that of a seventeen-year-old boy. Seventeen-year-old boys were not as mature as say a seventeen-year-old girl. It is a known fact that girls matured faster than boys and as he sat here looking at me, I could see every bit of his seventeen years of inexperience.
My heart broke. I was about to go off on him but to do so would only make things worse. It wasn’t just me and Edward…it’s me, Edward, his demon, my demon, and that seventeen-year-old confused boy standing here.
“Edward I need to tell you something. I know you have witnessed many females pleasuring themselves and I don’t expect you to know or remember every fact of anatomy 101. But, I need to explain something to you because I am not sure if you are as confused as I am right now.”
I sat on the bed next to him. He turned to me looking worried as the little crease in his brow formed an even deeper V.
“Do you remember when you and I were at Ben and Tia’s party? How my body did something that I had no idea what was happening?”
“Yes Bella of course I do. You had a squirting orgasm…or rather I caused you to have one.” God he was so adorable.
Shut up focus Bella.
“You were not able to read my mind while we were just together were you?”
“No. It’s not always open to me. It puzzles me. It comes in so quick and then shuts off like a switch. I have no control over it. I am not sure if I am even able to control it or if it is you.”
“I don’t want to get off track here Edward. You know a lot more than the average guy when it comes to a woman’s body. Because of your gift or just the experiences you have had, I am not sure but I have to tell you that I cannot control all of the reactions my body has to you. What I mean is… God this is embarrassing and I don’t know why… Jesus! We’ve had anal sex for crying out loud…why is this so embarrassing?”
“Bella you can tell me anything!”
“I gush Edward. I have since the day I met you. I cannot control it. You do that shit to me and trust me; it’s definitely not the same as an orgasm. I know Tia can control her orgasm until Ben allows it; like how you’re training me to control it as well… But… this… this is different. I am… well…I am a gusher. Sometimes I gush more than other times...and tonight I gushed way more than usual because I was so turned on. I totally understand we’re both experimenting with learning control over our bodies and I have no problem with that but just now…I gushed and nothing more. I am not lying to you. I should have said so. As much as I hate to admit it sometimes Ben is right. We have to communicate verbally if we want to know what one another is thinking. I was close, I won’t deny that, but I did not orgasm. As a matter of fact my clit is still throbbing so badly it’s almost fucking painful.”
His shoulders suddenly slumped and he had a look of disbelief on his face. “Fuck Bella…I… I’m a fucking idiot.”
“Yes and no.” I gave him a soft smile but he wasn’t at all amused. I could feel the tension in his posture.
“Why do you love me?” He asked quite unexpectedly. His mouth hung open just slightly waiting for my response.
“What?” I looked at him bewildered.
“Why me? I keep fucking shit up. What is it about me that makes you even want to stick around?”
“Edward you’re kidding me right?”
“No Bella I’m not. I have no experience. I mean I thought I knew it all but in reality all I am is an arrogant ass.”
“Edward you are not. You are learning. We are learning…together.”
“Really? Because I see a smug ass motherfucker who thinks he’s the shit because he can make the love of his life squirt. Hell, I couldn’t even distinguish between a gush and a goddamn orgasm! And, to top it all off, I just now denied the love of my life, my entire fucking reason for existing… her own release. I just don’t get why you love me?”
“I love you Edward. Why? Seriously? Let’s start with tonight for example, when I was standing there watching Ben kiss Tia back at home I could feel your presence right there. It is as if I am connected to you on a level I can’t begin to explain. I am not going to deny that the attraction at first wasn’t just because of your looks because, damn it, you are fucking gorgeous and you have to know that shit. You may not see it but a hell of a lot of females do. I can prove that shit to you by parading your ass around downstairs in front of a group of human females. You will hear their heart rates pick up just like mine did. But since I’ve gotten the chance to know you, the real you, I see a guy with a beautiful soul who treats me better than I ever imagined or dream of being treated. I can literally feel the way you love me. And… God… the way you look at me…” My hand went over my heart as if I would feel it beating.
He scoffed and rolled his eyes.
“What? Are you going to disagree?” I argued.
“I just came all over you and didn’t bring you any pleasure Bella! How is that treating you better than you could ever imagine or dream of?”
“Edward, you didn’t know. We are still learning. And, at the moment, my Master did what he felt was the right thing to do, and, if I had orgasmed, you would have had every right to withhold my pleasure. Remember, Edward. I gave you that control over me. Willingly and with complete and utter love and trust… we are both going to fuck up. It’s not going to come to us over night, but damn it, look how far we have come. I have never enjoyed myself as much as I have over the last couple of hours. And, you know what? I like it. I liked sitting in a scene and learning new ideas and more importantly I like knowing we will get to try what we just saw.”
“I want to try everything with you.” He looked down at his hands and then back at me.
The look in his eyes is unreal.
“I love those fourteen carat golden eyes of yours. They are so expressive. I swear Edward Anthony Cullen I see your soul when you look at me the way you do.”
“Bella.” His brow furrowed.
“What?”
“I… I’m not sure I have a soul.” He was looking down at his feet now as he stood up to walk away.
“Whatever.” I rolled my eyes. I stood up, walked over to him, and put my fingers on his chin lifting it to look at me. “I love you. I have a dozen reasons and every one of them is a legitimate one through my eyes. I know for a fact you have heard it. You have been inside of my head.”
“Where did you come from?” His lips crashed into mine. He wrapped me in his arms and picked me up carrying me to the bed slowing his kisses down. He would pull back and look at me studying my face as he continued to kiss me softly. He laid me back onto the bed, slowly working his fingers through the buttons of my shirt. His lips kissing mine, moving painfully slow along my jaw, creating goose bumps as his nose grazed along my neck. He moved to my scar and placed the most lovingly tender, caring kiss on it.
“Mine.” He whispered and I couldn’t argue with that. Not in any of the lifetimes we were to have, Edward was right… I will always be his.
His fingers had worked through the rest of the buttons on my shirt as he pulled it open gazing down at me.
“I will never understand how a heathen like me has managed to catch an angel like you. I will forever remain astounded by the mere thought of you…of us. A beautiful angel with the most luscious chocolate tresses that smell sinfully delicious, the creamiest skin to lick, and, the most luscious lips to feast upon, leaves me in utter awe. You make me the happiest vampire in the world Bella. You have given me so much. Even shit I don’t deserve but we will have to agree to disagree. Let me make it up to you. Please baby. I am not your Master right now. I am just Edward and I want to make my Kitten purr.”
Like lightning, he moves across the bed, we are both completely naked as he positions himself between my legs letting his fingers graze over my scar on my thigh.
“It sang so beautifully that night. Your blood was so fucking sweet and the only thing that soothed the burning that has lasted for more than a hundred years. For once, my throat felt peace. No one but you could bring me that.”
The back of his other hand brushed along my outer lips, gathering the moisture pooling there. “This is gushing?” he asked looking up at me with the most adorably curious face I had ever seen. If I could, I would be crying. He wants to learn.
“Yes baby.”
“This is for me isn’t it? I do this to you?”
I smiled. “Yes Edward you do, quite often, actually. You know this, my love. I know you can hear it, as well as smelling and tasting my arousal in the air. You’ve told me this time and time again. Remember, my darling?”
“It’s just hard to wrap my head around sometimes.”
“Well accept it, my love, because I’m the one who has to learn to live with it.” I gently chuckle as I watch the light bulb go off above his head.
His eyes stayed focused on mine while his tongue comes out for a taste, starting at the bottom of my slit he slowly licks up the very center of me humming while he does it.
“Oh Jesus.” I breathed out.
His fingers spread me open and his eyes moved slowly down my body until they landed on the very core of my pussy.
“I can see it, hear it, smell it, and taste it in the fucking air Bella love. Relax for me Kitten. Let go whenever you’re ready. Don’t hold back. Don’t you dare hold back because I can taste us on these sweet lips and the taste of us together is fucking heavenly.”
Edward focused his tongue on my clit with while two of his beautiful fingers slid deep inside of me. Pressing his tongue harder, he flicked it while his fingertips pumped and curled deep inside me working me up then slowing down only to repeat it all over again and again.
“Oh God Edward. That feels fucking amazing.”
“Mm…” he hummed on my clit taking it in his teeth and pulling at it to let it spring back and lick furiously through the flesh of my lips with his tongue.
“There’s the spot.” He murmured as his fingers curled around behind it and pressed forward on my G spot squeezing gently and repeatedly.
“Ugh…fu….fu… fuuuuck…”
“Is my little Kitten having a problem speaking?” I could clearly hear the amusement in his words as he teased and smiled against my pussy.
“Oh…God! So… so good!” I cry out as his rhythm picks up. Almost simultaneously, his tongue flicks over my clit while his fingers squeeze my sweet spot.
“That’s it Kitten, relax baby. Let go.” His tongue diving into the flesh of my lips lapping at them tasting every inch of me.
My entire body is on fire. I have felt this before. I knew now what it was he was doing and the minute it registered in my brain my body screamed out ‘FUCK YES’!
He grabbed my leg and wrapped it around his neck while his fingers continue to fuck me working my G spot and just as I’m on the verge of exploding he demands, “Come Kitten…let it go! You deserve it baby.”
I explode as he pulls his fingers out of my pussy my orgasm sprays his chest while his eyes shine with pride. He moves his head down as he slides his fingers back into me, bringing me down slowly.
A guttural growl rumbles through him ripping out of his chest while his eyes turn black instantly as they met with mine again.
“Time to feed and fuck!” he hisses laving his tongue along the scar on my thigh. He kisses it before barring his teeth and sinking them into my thigh. I could hear my flesh tearing as his teeth penetrate my skin while he takes deep draws of venom from my inner thigh. I watch his Adams apple bob in his throat as he swallowed sucking while the first sign of burning began to steal my focus now that my orgasm had subsided.
She snapped at him and he dodges her holding my leg to lick my wound sealing it before he moves us like lightning slamming my back against the wall.
“Beg for it naughty girl. Beg for me to pound into you making that sweet pussy come again like we both know it so badly wants to. You know you want it like I do just say it!”
His teeth were dripping venom as she smiled at him so deviously. “Pretty please.” She whispered taunting him.
“You feign innocence so fucking well. In his eyes Kitten can do no wrong. Let’s show him how naughty you can be Kittenella.”
His cock pressed at my entrance and he pulled back and slams up into me driving me into the drywall with his thrust. The wall crumbles under my cold stone skin.
“Fuck yeah!” I cried out.
“You like that don’t you? Tell me.” He demanded as he slammed into me driving it further.
“Is that all you got?”
His eyes glowed with a mixture of black and gold as his desire rose up out of him.
Before I could utter a word, his body pinned me face down on the bed. Both my hands were being held by just one of his as his lips pressed to my ear through my hair. “What a sweet little ass. You know little girls who sass their Masters get their asses whipped?”
His fingertip grazed over the crack of it. I knew I could use all my strength to get out of this, but here’s the thing, why the fuck would I want to?
His hold was tight, like he was anticipating my attempt to escape. Silly vampire.
“What happens to grown vampire girls that sass their Masters?” I came back in a teasingly innocent tone.
“Oh Kitten are you suggesting what I think your suggesting? You do realize the crack of your ass is saturated with your come.” I could almost see the smirk on his face. I wiggled my backside against his hand causing his fingers to slide further down, gently caressing me. Slowly, he pressed his finger into the rim of my ass.
“I knew you couldn’t resist. You want this don’t you?” he demanded as his finger entered me stretching me open further.
“Fuck so fucking tight and perfectly prepped. That’s it, times up Kitten. This ass is mine…if I let these hands go where do you plan to put them?”
“On the headboard?” I looked over my shoulder and batted my lashes at him. God I loved the look on his face when she teased him like that.
“Grab on Kitten.”
Edward did not waste a fucking minute of time.
“Fuck, I guess your fucking right. I guess I gush too, huh. I can’t control that shit any more than you baby. I fucking love you.” Edward rubbed the tip of his cock over my rim and I could hear the moisture of his precum as he lubed me up.
His hand held it right there and I felt his chest press against my back. “Push back naughty girl. Take what you know you want.” His words taunted me.
“Oh fuck. I don’t know… do you think you can handle it?”
He growled. “You little tease!”
“Who me?” I met his darkened eyes and his tongue came out and licked along my cheek.
“Take it anyway you want.” His voice was deep and dripping with sex, lust, and honey.
His breathing became more like panting.
I looked over my shoulder right into my darkened fourteen carat eyes and licked my lips as I pushed back with everything I had burying his cock as far up my ass as it could go. I won’t say that it didn’t sting, it fucking did but it was so goddamn erotic and Jesus I was so fucking turned on.
For a split second, his eyes widened and became hooded even further.
“Jesus mother fucking Christ Bella what the fuck?!!”
His hands grabbed my hips digging his fingers into them stilling me. His chest was heaving in pants and he was hissing and growling. If you were to ask me what happened next all I could say is that Edwarcula just walked in while Edward checked the fuck out.
A blast of air and a blur later I was on my back in the center of the bed. Edward’s eyes were damn near solid black. I couldn’t even tell you if the whites of his eyes were still visible at that point. His chest heaved in such exaggerated breathes I would have thought he actually needed to breath the way he was panting. His hands wrapped around my ankles and he lifted them up to his shoulders as he pushed forward nearly folding me in half. One hand held his body up while the other guided his cock right back to my ass. He wasted no time pushing it in before he put his weight back on his knees, letting my legs fall to the sides as he settled in with his cock buried deep inside of me.
“Show me. Where is my fucking scar?” His voice was deeper than ever. It had a low rumble behind it.
I turned my head and felt the venom drip out of his lips and onto my neck.
“MINE!” He roared and locked onto my neck as his hips pressed forward then pulled out torturously slow, eliciting moans out of me that reminded me of pornstar. He maneuvered his hand between us as his thumb pressed against my clit rubbing it furiously while my nipple was being pinched between the finger and thumb of his other hand.
He was fucking good. Hell, Edward could chew bubble gum and walk, rub his tummy while patting his fucking head, and sing a goddamn song all at the same time if he could do what it was he was doing to me in total harmony. The speed of his hips picked up as I moaned out for more with each sweet thrust. Before too long his hips were all but a blur and his grunts drove me insane. I was totally his. I dug my nails into his ass, pulling him towards me, aiding him on with each thrust.
“Come, God Damn it! Fucking come!” He finally unlatched from my neck and I screamed out as the pain seared through me. It was heaven and hell being bitten.
I would go through hell though for a minute of heaven with Edward.
His body tensed up and he cried out. “God please Bella fucking come with me baby! Fuck!”
I pushed the pain back and focused on his fingers teasing my clit. “So close.” I cried out.
“Now! I can’t fucking wait Bella!” He growled and slammed into me one more time before stilling. I could feel every spurt as his cock spasmed and that was what I needed to nudge me over the edge.
I clamped down causing him to cry out “Oh fuck that’s it! Fuck Bella Coming…I am coming!” Our bodies convulsed and he quivered over me. It was so fucking sexy watching his body shake with vibration from his orgasm and the look of pleasure that just washes over his face is the most satisfying feeling in the world. I did that to him and I can’t help but smile knowing that I am pleasuring the man that looks at me with nothing but love in his eyes. I never knew that being loved like this could leave me feeling so completely and utterly adored. Being loved by Edward is like living in a constant state of nirvana. I know better than anyone that love like this is so rare and hard to find. He stated that he was the happiest vampire in the world. I disagreed.
“You said that I make you the happiest vampire in the world. Well I beg to differ baby because whenever I look at you—you make me swoon with happiness.” I lifted my lips to his, pressed them softly, languishing in the scent of his honeyed breath.
He had pulled out of me and rested the weight of the lower half of his body between my legs as he held his upper body up resting on his elbows while he gazed down at me. I could see his eyes were filled with venom that looked as if it was about to spill over. They glistened, welled, and were that beautiful fourteen-carat golden color I remember from the very first day he walked into my life. His fingers laced into my hair at the side of my head and his hands held me still so my attention was focused only on him.
“I am so lost in love with you.” His voice was soft and his sweet breath fanned over my face.
He lowered his lips down to my nose kissed it softly and pressed his forehead to mine and gave me the look that confirmed what his words had just conveyed.
I gazed up at him and reveled in that look. That look that was meant only for me.
My look.
Then Edward uttered two words that confirmed what that look told me every time he blessed me with it.
“Marry Me.”
I HAVE TO GIVE NOTHING BUT LOVE TO TRACY WHO SOMEHOW MANAGES TO MAKE WHAT I AM TRYING TO CONVEY TO ALL OF YOU FLOW OUT SO SMOOTHLY.
IT IS WITH HEARTFELT THANKS THAT SHE MAKES ME LOOK LIKE I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING WHEN I CREATE A CHAPTER LIKE THIS ONE!
WITHOUT HER IT JUST WOULDN'T BE AS PRETTY!
MUAH YOU ARE THE ROCKING BETA...NOW IF WE CAN JUST COME UP WITH A NEW NICKNAME FOR HER...
HELP YOU GUYS! SHE NEEDS SOMETHING THAT SOUNDS COOLER THAN TRACY ALTHOUGH I LIKE TRACY! BUT HEY WHATEVER! LOL
HUGS....
I HAVE TO GIVE NOTHING BUT LOVE TO TRACY WHO SOMEHOW MANAGES TO MAKE WHAT I AM TRYING TO CONVEY TO ALL OF YOU FLOW OUT SO SMOOTHLY.
IT IS WITH HEARTFELT THANKS THAT SHE MAKES ME LOOK LIKE I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING WHEN I CREATE A CHAPTER LIKE THIS ONE!
WITHOUT HER IT JUST WOULDN'T BE AS PRETTY!
MUAH YOU ARE THE ROCKING BETA...NOW IF WE CAN JUST COME UP WITH A NEW NICKNAME FOR HER...
HELP YOU GUYS! SHE NEEDS SOMETHING THAT SOUNDS COOLER THAN TRACY ALTHOUGH I LIKE TRACY! BUT HEY WHATEVER! LOL
HUGS....
I also have to thank Marge who is truly one of my biggest fans!
She loves everything I do unconditionally. In her eyes for some strange reason I can do no wrong!