EDWARD’S ETERNAL KISS
CHAPTER 47
Sex, Lies, and Playrooms
~x~X~x~BEN~x~X~x~
“God Tia baby your lips are the most awesome thing in my universe…don’t stop baby please! Don’t ever fucking stop!” My hands continued to rub the back of her head running my fingers through her hair as her lips ghosted over my left nipple.
“Ben you’re so adorable!”
“Aw baby…I can’t help it you do this shit to me! You make me a whore for you!”
“Yeah well in case you forgot we have to go do a scene Master Ben.”
“Hmm…that sounds even just as good as those sweet lips on my chest and I am about to order you to keep kissing it the way you do…your losing focus here baby…now where were you?”
She giggled. God I love her.
“Edward and Bella will be waiting!” she sits up and I can’t help but sigh. I shake my head and frown at the epic failure of this experiment. I didn’t know what I was thinking when I thought that it was okay to hand the cane to Bella. No…wait I take that back. I may have wanted to punish him for what he had lied to me about. The more I think about it the more I wonder if I need to give up a role I thought I could handle.
“God Tia when it comes to her he is so much like me a hundred and fifty years ago I swear it is a Déjà vu. It reminds me so much of the day I saw you and made you mine. I swear it’s like looking in a fucking mirror straight into my past. The difference between him and I though is that Edward is good at keeping secrets. I mean I get it that it comes so easily for us to have to lie to be who we are, but for him to lie to me there was no reason for it. I can only say that his deceit is because he has that big ego and his goddamn pride that is nothing like me at all.”
“HA!” she laughs. “Says you!”
I grab her, throw her back on the bed, and straddle her, tickling her, making her giggle.
“I am not that full of myself!” I state defensively teasing her. Okay so maybe we were alike.
“Oh…you so are!” she laughs and begs for me to stop.
“Ben I want to tell you something. It is important.” I stopped and looked at her and could see she was serious.
“What?” I lowered myself down onto her and spread kisses along her sweet spot next to her ear trying to make her lose focus.
“I know you better than anyone and you’re going to blame yourself for this. I just want you to know that none of the outcome is your fault. Yes, I get that you feel responsible for him but he made his decisions and those choices were his and he has to live with them. What you are responsible for is now. Now that you know, you can help fix things before they blow up further. I am here for you and I will do whatever you ask of me. If you need help just ask baby because I love you and support you and you don’t have to resort to foot rubs or nose nuzzling to get something from me. Just ask. Whatever it is you know I am going to say yes.”
I move over to capture her lip with my teeth and suck it hard. “I want to fill you with me what do you say to that?” She smiles and reaches up to rub her now swollen lip her eyes darken and I see my look. She needs me and suddenly Edward and Bella are going to have to wait.
I kiss her lips and whisper into them, “Are you sure baby?” She doesn’t have to verbalize what she needs when her eyes are burning like this. This is her look that tells me it has to take priority over every thing else and she nods. She still breathes out the words, “Touch me, bite me.”
“I know baby okay…you don’t ever have to ask little one your eyes always give you away baby.” I slide my hand down inside of her panties and begin to spread her.
She is already so wet and ready, rubbing and caressing her, I give her what she needs. This right here can’t wait for the playroom. It has to be done now. It comes on so strong with her. I watch her eyes and know that the reason they search for this is me. I did this to her so I have to drop everything and take care of her needs.
“Yes Baby that’s it grind into it…help me get you where you need to be…so wet and so ready…you don’t have to tell me Tia, I know baby, I know when…that’s it almost.” I kiss her lips softly and slide my tongue in to taste her sweet venom while mixing mine in to bring her there quicker.
I pinch her clit, stroke it, and put more pressure kissing and letting my tongue glide over her throat down to her collarbone. “Open your shirt baby.”
She reaches up and rips the front open exposing my mark to me right over her heart.
“There it is.” I press my lips to it and I swear every time that I can hear her heartbeat like I did the day she was human when I met her. It’s a phantom in my memory.
“Little one…your so fucking wet in my hand. I can’t wait to get you into the playroom and have you again tonight and I will have you…audience or not.”
“Oh…oh…..so close to coming Ben please…so close.” She cries out.
“I know baby…I know…I won’t miss…have I ever missed?” I ask as I rub her speeding up my movements and putting it all into her bringing her to the height of her orgasm before she is ready to spasm all around my fingers as my mouth fills with venom.
Biting her is a blessing and a curse.
If I were to be honest, I truly get off the most when I am buried in her and feeding off her. It is a common misconception in the “human world” that we only feed on blood. Humans are so easily swayed by folklore. Our bodies are filled with fluids. I don’t really know all the specifics. If I did want to know, I could go to Carlisle and ask, but why? It isn’t like I am a vampire doctor and need the information.
What I do focus my attention on is my role in this creature’s life that is lying underneath me writhing from my touch and anticipating the orgasm she is going to feel and how it will intensify once I bite into her. Her body is going to convulse, her pussy is going to swell calling out to me, and she is going to scream this deafening scream as I push the venom into her body and the sad part is I will harden from it. He will wake up and want to fuck her like the animal he is and once he is out its only seconds before she is raised in all the chaos.
Yes, I am a vampire; Edward isn’t the only one that thinks his world exists unfairly.
As I said…looking at him is like looking at me a hundred and fifty years ago.
Tia crossed my path and didn’t last more than an hour as I lured her in. I was so smitten with her she knocked me right off my feet. It was the most selfish thing I could have ever done and sadly I can’t find any regret for it and I don’t sense she has ever hated me for turning her. She is my best half. She brings me so much joy in a life that is so unnatural.
When my Tia needs me, then she will have me and so I will bite her repeatedly in the same spot unless I lose focus but I have yet to do that in all these years. She bears one mark. Mine and as I look at it and feel her speaking to me through her panting and her pleas I am proud it is there.
It is her pussy that is telling me what I need to know and now is the time she is on the cusp. My mouth filled with enough venom now to saturate the area I am going to bite. It numbs it at first causing the skin to tingle from the sensation. I savor the sweet flavor in my mouth and hold it unlocking my jaw as I spread a line of venom over our scar. My cock is hardening and I can feel her tense and then just before her body starts its first shudder I sink my teeth into her breast and suck hard to pull her sweet perfect essence into my mouth. As it flows from the draw and hits the back of my throat my cock is titanium now and my natural response is about to kick in but I unlock from her breast before my mouth fills with a second wave of venom again so she can ride out one of the best orgasms she can have.
I move up to look into her eyes when she opens them to me. She knows I need to see her ecstasy to reassure me that I didn’t miss it. I never do. Her skin is glowing and her eyes flash the most beautiful shade of green for just a moment reminding me of her humanity and those eyes I fell in love with so long ago. It is a moment in time that was frozen forever but can only be obtained when her body is in its zenith.
I have mastered this.
I live for her.
This beautiful girl I fell so hard in love with. Those beautiful green eyes that I only get to see when she is here coming so violently on my hand at the exact moment.
This is the blessing.
Now I have to go through the curse.
I move back down, unhinge my jaw yet again, and lock onto the seeping wound to push my venom into her. Her scream barely escapes before I have already sealed it and I move back up to press my lips to the side of her mouth and her sweet lips as I apologize for the pain I am inflicting. “So sorry baby…” is all I can get out before he stirs.
For some reason today, I control him and shut him down. I don’t have time to play with her. We have people waiting and although he hates being put off; I am still the one that has the ultimate control. Most vampires give into their nature feed on humans and live for that and that alone. When a vampire mates though it’s usually for life and blood only comes second but maybe that’s just me.
That inner beast is the one that controls our thirst. I still don’t fully understand how the Cullen’s can tame their beasts to keep from feeding on humans but they do it and Tia and I have both discussed converting and trying. I am not proud that I feed on humans but I do it to survive and that is an instinct that I have yet to control.
I am learning though. This lifestyle has given me the opportunity to learn control on so many levels and now if I could just teach this to Edward, he could in turn teach the vegetarian life to me.
While Tia comes down from her orgasm and her face focuses, back on me, I smile at her.
“Hi there little one.”
She always gives me that same bashful look as if she is embarrassed that she just had a mind-blowing orgasm. She has nothing to be bashful for. I love giving her something she deserves to have over and over again.
“Hi.” Her voice is breathy and sexy and she nuzzles into my neck.
“Thank you.” She whispers.
“No…Thank you.” I lean down, kiss the sealed wound, and let my tongue glide over to her nipple, sucking and teasing it.
“Ben?”
“Hmm?” I hummed as I continue to seriously make out with a nipple that is rock hard and so responsive to me.
“What time is it?”
“mmm…dunno…mmm…” I nip, suck, bite, lick, and repeat as it swells further.
“Do you need me to take care of you?” she asks and although the thought sounds really intriguing, I decide I will hold on to this desire for her so I can take it to the playroom. It will help me get through sharing my playtime in front of Bella and Edward. If I need her so badly it will be easier to be with her with an audience.
I am just as possessive as Edward or even Emmett when it comes to my girl. Few vampires share their mates but most do not. I think the ones that don’t, have found their ideal mate. The ones that share like Chelsea and Afton are okay with this lifestyle and share freely.
There are times that the thought of letting others watch us is exciting but we really have to be focused on our roles to get into that mindset.
The occasion is rare but I have had the experience of some awesome scenes with Tia while others looked on. It was a feeling of power to know that so many desired what we were having. Edward’s gift is sort of a cool little plus. It was when he first came to us that we were fully into the lifestyle and I had a scene set at Zafrina’s party to have Tia bound and flogged that Edward shared the thoughts of those around us later that evening. He gave us a glimpse into the minds of those watching me pleasure her. I have to admit it was hot…but you really have to get into the mindset. It doesn’t just happen, but tonight isn’t about the pleasure. It’s to teach so they can learn what they apparently are not grasping.
I am a perfectionist when it comes to this lifestyle. I accepted the role to be Edward’s mentor and I have to correct my error in judgment. Edward has a tendency to assure you that his ability to read minds gives him an edge. He convinced me some time ago he knew what he was doing when I set him up with his first pair of submissives. I never felt the need to check up on him especially when his submissives seemed so eager to please him at all times. They were all healthy, well cared for and to me they looked satisfied.
I should have spoken to them one on one. I still can’t grasp the fact that these girls never touched him. Hell the whole thing just baffles me as to how he pulled this off. I should have guessed that when you are a Master you can control all things. In the past, it has always been used and abused by many Dominants who should not be Dominants at all. Although Edward didn’t abuse his role he did however abuse the power to manipulate those girls and I am not so sure if he ever misled them to think that he would one day be available to them. I don’t believe he did but I have wondered if he might have given them hope where there was none.
When Bella came to me with concerns, I suddenly realized all the things that were sadly overlooked in the aftermath of Edward’s world. It was like a domino effect. It was too late though for most of it. The damage was done with the coven he stepped away from and if I didn’t step in and help them, then I feared the turmoil that could erupt in their relationship would be devastating and I could not help but feel partially responsible.
Edward agreed to submit to Bella for one night and although I hope that the experience for that one night gives him a glimpse into the mindset of a submissive, I have reservations about it actually being very successful. I asked myself did I really do this for them or was I just so pissed off at him that I wanted him to fail.
When I spoke to Edward I started to even question if he was actually Dominant material and I believe that came from his actions and they way he dismissed his coven so quickly…but more so the way he was when he was around her. When she walked into the room, it was like a switch that flipped off his power and control over his role and his mind was solely focused on her.
Bella is a beautiful girl and I can see so many similarities in her and Tia it almost makes me pause and wonder if they aren’t somehow related.
Tia was absolutely confounded by her need to protect a human but she had taken to Bella so easily that she would have never thought a day would come that she would defend one. I had to agree and was pretty surprised myself the way she nearly launched herself at James when he came looking for her.
Yes, James still worries me. He is trouble, he always has been. I hate to think if I had not of caught him in time he would have lured her right out of the house and killed her in Edward’s backyard and knowing what I know now I cannot imagine the devastation that would have affected Edward the worst way imaginable. His threats were more serious when she was human but now I am a little more secure in knowing she has been changed. I still don’t trust him the way he has Edward’s former girls who all apparently have suffered some sort of self-esteem issue to fall under his spell. I could literally cane the hell out of Edward for the damage he has done to those girls but I don’t believe he did it on purpose. It is just a bad part of the whole incident. Lesson learned and noted.
While Tia went to shower, I made my way to their playroom. Bella and Edward were due back from their hunt. I suggested it because their needs for each other would be subdued once they were sated and therefore a little more in control of their urges. Whom was I kidding though? These two were like a couple of nymphomaniacs on aphrodisiacs. They were a pleasure to watch though when they get all googley eyed with one another. I can’t help but see Tia and myself and wonder what others think of us.
It’s sweet but now it’s time to step out of Ben and into my Master persona.
I entered the silly code they had for the room and still can’t believe Stephan and Vladimir had constructed the first ever Vampire proof playroom. This was a test he said as he told me about the specifics of the properties that went into the choice of steel that the metal was made of and how oxygen weakens titanium. I was no scientist but I had to admit I was curious about the stuff and wondered if it would hold back that hellion of a newborn Edward had created. He had his hands full that was for sure.
I selected a play list and picked out my props placing them at my reach. I had put two chairs a significant distance apart so they were not touching each other at all. I wanted them focused.
Since the epic failure of the switch, I made it a point to demand that if Edward wanted me to remain his mentor he was going to have to submit to me fully. Trust me this wasn’t easy.
The way he fought me about the need to go through this was incredible. He tried to convince me that he knew what he was doing. Then when I threw a question out there and asked him directly, “Okay Edward…Bella enters the playroom for playtime and you haven’t seen her in a few days what is the first thing you ask of her?”
He just stared at me and I couldn’t help but smirk at him. He thinks he is so damn all knowing.
“I didn’t think so.” I growled.
My last words to him before I stormed out were that if he wanted me he knew where to find me but by the time he realizes it…he may have already lost her.
That is when it sunk in his gifted little mind that maybe just maybe I was right.
I know that checking up on their session was somewhat an invasion of privacy and although I had hope I wasn’t totally certain Alice would agree to do it. Yes I went over Edward’s big head and went to his sister to watch the scene as much as a horror that could be for her I really needed her help. Funny thing was Alice didn’t seem all that disgusted by it.
“You know Ben I have explained this over and over. You all think I have some switch in my brain that shuts these things off. Well guess what? It doesn’t happen that way. I really have to focus to block this shit out and it’s so time consuming I would never have any fun time with Jazzy if I was always busy trying to block out every decision ever made by my extended family. You have no idea the amount of decisions that go through ones head in a day and Edward…well let’s just say he was so predictable it has actually been a delight to see that boy get all stupid. I sort have fun watching him fail at things.”
“Man I totally agree!” we laughed and it wasn’t fair I know but still to us, it was funny. Edwards pedestal was so high over the years that nothing he did was wrong. Ever! And now to have Bella be the one to knock him down off it was somewhat funny.
When Tia and I left Edward’s we headed straight for Malibu. We knew he wouldn’t be visiting anytime soon. He and Bella were holed up in the house until she learned to control that thirst. So as the night wore on and Alice continued to update me as to what was going on in the playroom at one point, I wanted a full play by play because I wasn’t sure I totally believed her. I had faith in Bella. Was my judgment off that much?
“She is a submissive Ben. A feisty and bullheaded one but still one either way.” Tia the voice of reason is talking to me as I try to figure out where I went wrong.
Not everything that was happening was going as I had thought it would.
“Baby I would have said something but it wasn’t my place to do so but come on now imagine if I were to be given the power to be your Master. You can’t tell me that we wouldn’t fuck it up. I can’t honestly say I would really want the chance. It may seem like it sounds like a great idea but you can’t take the sub out of her just like you can’t take the Master out of him.”
“Fuck!” I smacked the table, which in turn broke and crashed to the floor. Needless to say, I had to replace an irreplaceable antique with another that I hoped Esme liked better. She is too forgiving.
With the Cullen’s in my ear about how I shouldn’t blame myself for all of this it was Rosalie that convinced me that I needed to do my job and stop submitting to Edward. I had to laugh when she asked me at what point I lost my balls when it came to him. Damn she could be harsh but she was fucking right and the more I realized it the more I wanted to beat Edward’s ass for being so damn convincing only now I was a little pissed off at a cute little vampire that reminded me of the girl I loved. I cant fathom what happened up to the point and I can only assume that Bella has absolutely no control over her inner demon to take the power I gave her and use it to torment him….not that he didn’t deserve it…because that is not how I taught her.
The next morning when we showed up at their place Edward’s face fell because he was reading my mind and trust me, I let him have every part of it. Before we even spoke as we sat down in the sitting room with them Edward was fidgeting and was out of sorts and Bella wondered what was happening.
Her turn was coming.
The next morning when we showed up at their place Edward’s face fell because he was reading my mind and trust me, I let him have every part of it. Before we even spoke as we sat down in the sitting room with them Edward was fidgeting and out of sorts and Bella wondered what was happening.
Her turn was coming.
“So would either of you care to explain how things went last night?” I stood there for a moment before I began to pace in front of them to try to remain as calm as I could. Walking would keep me from wanting to grab either of them by the ear and drag them up to cane their asses.
“You already know.” Edward replied.
“You’re so very right. I do know.” I agreed.
“How do you know?” Bella asked looking between Edward and me.
“Alice.” Edward replied pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Oh.” Bella replied looking down at the floor.
“Oh? Is that all you have to say Isabella? Is Oh?” I glared at her and her eyes shot down to the floor where they should be. She was beautiful and so natural.
“What the fuck! Was it that fucking hard? Really? Please tell me! I would like to know!”
“Ben honey calm down.”
“Tia!” I turned and glared at her. Fuck!
“Sorry.” She whispered.
Now I was really pissed! All because I had just snapped at her when she was only trying to mediate. Now is not the time.
“Tia, leave us alone please.” I ordered.
“Yes sir.” She got up and left the room. I wouldn’t put her in the middle of this situation.
“Don’t be angry at her she…”
“EXCUSE ME, I Do not need either of you to tell me how to handle my wife and my submissive! Especially since neither of you can follow a simple little scene!”
“Ben with all do respect Bella was about to do something that I couldn’t sit by and watch. We agreed on something and when she…well…” He paused and I wondered why.
“No finish!”
Edward looked at Bella and stuttered. Whatever he was trying to say wasn’t easy. I had no idea what the specifics were as to why he broke free, but he did and that was all that mattered. And yet worse, she literally let him take control and didn’t even try to regain that control.
“Ben I am sorry.” Her voice sounded genuine.
“No Isabella do not apologize to me right now! I am so livid with you right now that I can’t even look at you! How could you behave the way you did and go against everything I taught you! At what point did I say that it was acceptable to torment him?”
I moved to stand directly in front of her so she could feel my fury. “What the fuck Isabella?” I stood there waiting but her eyes remained down.
“Isabella look at me when I am questioning you!”
Her eyes moved up to look at me.
“How would you like it if I did that to you? Or Edward? And don’t you dare interrupt me when I am chastising her Edward Cullen or so help me God you and I are going to go round and round!” I turned to let my glare burn into him.
“Okay so we fucked up!” He snapped.
“It would be wise of you to sit there and keep your tone in a respectable manner.” I warned.
“Ben. Don’t. I understand that we failed but don’t treat me as you’re submissive. You do not get to talk down to me.” Edward stood up.
“I think maybe it’s time Isabella leaves us alone for a moment.”
“Ben, please let me explain?” she stood there and had her head bowed down not meeting my eyes as she should.
I turned back to her.
“Look at that Edward.” His eyes moved to Bella. “Isn’t that something? She is a natural it truly is too bad that you don’t deserve it.” My eyes moved to his and he just stood there watching her with his eyes darting back to me. “You should have been able to learn from her. It is a shame. I don’t think you have it in you.”
I turned to leave and he stopped me.
“Ben, listen I fucked up okay. It isn’t easy! It was hard man. I understand now!”
“Good. I hope you two can work through your issues because I don’t think I can help either of you any more.”
“Wait, what?”
“I can’t help you if you don’t want the help Edward, and you clearly don’t want it.”
“Ben, I don’t want you to give up.” She spoke and came over to me. Her eyes searched for some shred of hope. “Please.”
Damn her she reminds me so much of Tia.
“I will only remain a mentor to you both on one condition. You get one chance. You both submit to me and we do this my way or forget it.” I was looking at Edward when I said it but I heard Bella answer for them both.
“Okay we will. Won’t we Edward.” Her tone changed and Edward looked at her confused.
“Edward you need to learn to differentiate between your love for her and your Dominance over her. Two very different things because right now, you should be castigating her for answering for you both. You should be answering and she should be agreeing. If that doesn’t tell you, what is painfully obvious then nothing will. Otherwise you’re not cut out to play the role.”
And so that brings me here where I am standing in a playroom waiting for my submissive and my student’s.
After the demands, I made and the heated discussion between two vampire Dominants that nearly brought down a house it was quite a while before we made a compromise.
They were to start from the beginning as a Dominant in training even with his protests and she was going to spend some time with Tia. There would be a few times she could watch for informational purposes but there were times she could absolutely not be present if he was to have the upper hand in this relationship.
Tonight was the first night and this session was to have them both learn the simple basics before I even attended a party with them. Edward was an excellent Dominant to his coven. They did everything he asked of them. They were happy as you could be I guess considering the circumstances but he conducted himself with dignity and grace at parties before. I did notice his flippant behavior at our recent event where he flipped on and off like a light switch but that could not happen nor would it happen again. If he and Bella were to be with Tia and me, at any play party that girl would know her place and she would obey him in all things or we would end this.
I gave them time to give me a list of goals they wanted to achieve and get out of this type of lifestyle and they were unanimous in the agreement they enjoyed the play parties so if that was the case she had to act as a submissive was expected.
The hard part was convincing Edward to allow me to punish her under my direction. That was when the house almost came down. I didn’t look forward to it if it came to that trust me.
Several minutes later Edward and Bella entered and I nodded for them to take their seats. I lowered the lighting create a calmer more relaxing atmosphere for my submissive. I lit candles and carefully selected the music to make sure that my girl was as comfortable as could be and ease any worries she had.
Tia came in and as usual she was exquisitely displayed for me her Master and took the position next to me to wait for further instruction because our normal rules didn’t apply here.
“We will start with a few necessary commands and positions. Edward you need to make sure that Bella has a set number of positions you expect her to remember. For Tia and me we have several. Since I am pretty sure I know you both well enough by now may I suggest a few?” I asked to be polite but what it boiled down to was that Bella had to know a few of them if she was to go out to a function with us.“Sure.” Edward replied.
“For example when I instruct Tia to wait for me in the playroom she is to enter fully nude and to assume the position of Sula Ki. That is her inspection position and for my pleasure. She lays on her back her hands at her side’s, palms up, legs spread open, arching her back. It is not comfortable so you don’t want to keep her waiting too long.”
“Tia”
She doesn’t respond as I expect and then I command, “Sula Kajira.”
Tia complied as I walked around her. I called Edward over to me and he stood next to me as we were looking down at her.
She was beautiful and perfect and Edward did not gape at her like a hormonal teenager. He viewed her with respect and didn’t linger. “See how she is ready for inspection?”
He nods.
“The next command I usually give is, “Lesha.”
“Tia. Lesha.” I ordered. She was now in a kneeling position her legs parted wide her hands behind her back. Her head snapped to face in my direction her chin slightly lifted. I had her collar and a pair of shackles in hand for this already. I took the shackles and put them on her wrists that were in position for the act. I then put the collar on her, leaned down, and kissed her softly. “You make me so proud little one…your Master is so pleased with you tonight I promise to do my best to bring you release as often as you want if you continue to do me proudly.”
She smiled to herself. I couldn’t help but catch the scent of Tia’s arousal and held my groan in.
“The next command is the Heel command. Tia relax love. Bella come.”
I watched her move to stand in front of me while Edward made his way back to his chair. “I want you to Heel. You are to stay where you are and I will position myself. When I walk, you are to shadow my movements. Keep your eyes down at all times.” I didn’t give any further instructions I wanted to see how natural this would be for her. If she was true, it would be a natural thing.
I turned around and Bella was behind me about a half pace away and to my left. I moved forward and she followed behind me keeping her distance. She took to it as a fish does to water. I stopped and turned to instruct her.
“When you are in this position you do not speak or look at your Master until he acknowledges you.” I turned to Edward, “Call her to Heel Edward.”
“Bella Heel.” He stood and commanded. She walked over, positioned herself behind him and off to his left. I watched the grin spread across Edward’s face. He just felt the power. I had to hide my chuckle and keep my control in this room.
“I have seen submissives in this position at parties is that the only occasion it is used?” He finally asked and I was elated that he did. Finally, he was going to take this seriously.
“Mostly at any functions or if you are in a scene out and about.”
He nods.
“The next one I want to demonstrate. Edward you and Bella already practice this you just don’t know it is a position.”
“Tia come to your Master and nestle.”
Tia got up and came over her head down and I opened my arm to her where she nestled her head into the crook of it.
I can’t help but smile. “They both fit perfectly isn’t that rather cool?” I grinned knowing this.
“Yeah I think I like that one.” He nods.
“Now Tia go sit with Edward. Bella come to me and sit here.” I order and she climbs up on the table.
“The moment that collar is on you there are several things you are to remember and follow. Your duties are exquisite beauty and absolute obedience. But you’re expected to be honest, keep your focus on your Master, please him by following his commands promptly, and happily, always remain eager to please him, be thankful and most important you are to fear him. He is your Master and you will respect him at all times in the presence of others.”
Bella’s brow furrowed.
“Is that possible in a vampire D/s relationship? To fear I mean?” She asked the curiosity clearly overrode her current position and I admit that Bella is fucking smart that is all there is to it. She has some sort of intuitive link to our kind. I am pretty damn sure she was meant for this life…that being said what comes naturally as a vampire does not as a submissive and she just spoke without permission. I need to clarify for her and remind her. Then I was interrupted by Edward and just stood here wondering how I lost control so quickly.
“Bella…I think what he means is fear the feeling your going to feel when you disappoint me.”
I nodded and smiled a very tight smile and was glad they were picking this up quickly. Edward I expect to see him grasp some of the things faster though. I don’t expect him to interrupt again with the look I just gave him so I just proceeded with the instructions moving forward.
“Now the don’ts. These are essential especially when entering another Dominants home and attending a play party. You are to show respect at all times. Do not try to manipulate. You’re not to be curious, mind your business. You address another Dominant as Sir only and never look them in the eye unless your Master requests it. Do not speak unless given permission by your Master only. Do not have a command repeated at a play party ever and I do mean EVER Isabella! Your Master’s reputation is at stake and you certainly don’t want his peers to think less of him. Most importantly…”
Her eyes drift away from me and I am surprised that it is so soon.
“Bella….look at me!” I commanded and her eyes dart back to me quickly. I see the hint of guilt she has for her actions so I continue, “Do Not…I repeat Do Not let her come out to play when at a play party. Humans are usually in attendance this isn’t about the D/s side this is about you being a vampire mixing with humans in real life situations.
Now, I know Edward is the Master you are agreeing to submit to, but I am his Mentor and as such, I expect you to hold true to your agreement that should follow through to me. Isabella…as your Master’s mentor I have already discussed this with Edward and we all agree that I can and will be able to punish you if the need arises. Especially if you act out of sorts at a party with me. Bella I am not Edward, my punishment will be swift and sound is that understood? Answer.”
“Yes sir.”
“Under the circumstances right now this is my playroom and I understand that Edward is your Master but during this time right now your attention is to remain with me. Your poor behavior will get you a hard cane across the ass at least five times to start. Stay focused. Answer.”
“Yes Master Ben I am sorry.”
“Take your seat and Tia come.” I command.
I have to admit there are times when you get angry in the playroom and this is no place to lose control of that anger. But I am serious. She will stay focused and if she deviates even once then she is going to feel my wrath. Tia will attest to that fact.
I also have to keep in mind that she is a newborn and newborns are sort of flippant and overwhelmed at times but for reasons I am unsure of Bella seems to be unusually controlled for being so young and new to this life so I can’t be sure if that will be the case. I guess time will tell.
I unfasten her shackles and lead her to the bars in front of the mirror until I realize that the cuffs are nowhere around.
“Uh…we haven’t had a chance to call Stephan.” Bella speaks and I turn to look at her utterly floored.
“Isabella come.” I command.
I catch the expression on Edward’s face and I would swear he almost sort of started to laugh. I didn’t find it funny. This lifestyle is not a joke. It is one thing to act however you see fit in your own playroom but at the moment this playroom was under my control per the agreement and right now Bella was about to find that out.
She stood before me and I could already see the regret on her face.
“Tia have a seat we are going to be a while.” I spoke directly to Tia but my eyes were locked in on the burgundy ones that were trying to convey how sorry they were as I spoke the anger had to be clear on my face because she begins to look worried and fidget.
“Isabella. We seem to be at a crossroad. Who exactly gave you permission to speak?” I asked.
She didn’t answer and I hoped she wouldn’t. I was going to put her through some serious testing before I took her any where with me.
“Isabella I don’t need a reply. Whipping Bench now.” I commanded.
Her eyes widened. And I cocked my head and raised my brow up higher than normal to wait. She had but only a few seconds that would be all she would get if she didn’t respond we would spend the entire night with a cane to her ass.
She quickly put her head down and walked to the bench. I made eye contact with Edward conveying my anger at him as well. He should be here also but I knew that was pushing it.
His eyes stood firmly though like the Dominant they should be and he nodded his permission.
She stood there with her eyes down and I approached her from behind and leaned in to her. “I don’t allow a clothed ass on my bench. Pull your dress up your underwear down and put your hands up to be cuffed. I told you that the bite of the cane for our kind would remind us and you will be reminded is that understood Isabella? I expect a quick answer.”
“Yes Master Ben.”
She began to prepare while I went to the canes and picked one that had a loop. I truly didn’t want to beat her ass but if I was to get the respect I deserve she was going to have to remember it and this would certainly be the way to do so.
“Edward, cuff her to the bench.” I ordered and waited with my back turned. I was trying to calm down. I was worried also. I was very worried that I would find this arousing. As I said looking at Bella sometimes is like looking at Tia, tonight she reminded me of her with her hair in the same style, and when I came in here I was already aroused from my mate. I didn’t expect to be punishing Bella before I had the chance to fuck Tia. This scene was growing worse by the second and I had to consider having Edward punish her but if I did that then I wouldn’t teach her anything. I took a deep breath and made my way to the bench after I heard Edward take his seat.
“COUNT!” I commanded and did not go one way or the other as far as my swing went. I thwacked her ass just as I would if Tia were here.
I knew this would hurt and I was totally prepared for her immediate reaction. Edward however wasn’t.
“FUCKING HELL!!” she yelled as Edward’s eyes widened in horror at her reaction while her wrists started to bend the metal.
Damn I should have closed the room to try to prevent that from happening.
“That is okay Isabella I will let that one slide taking into consideration you are a newborn. Don’t say it again! That should have been One. Now let’s continue and I know now that if you could have you would have broken out and turned on me but you didn’t you have some semblance about yourself and because you do I expect from this moment on that YOU ARE LEARNING!”
I came across her ass just as hard the second time. Damn if she didn’t have a cute ass too!
“TWO!” she growled.
“MIND YOUR MANNERS.” I commanded and hit her again.
“THREE!”
I didn’t rub her ass because that would be pushing a hard limit for Edward. Yes, it smarted but for a vampire it only did for a short time. She could live with just two more.
“FOUR!” she yelled when I brought it down again.
The last one I made count. I didn’t want to do this again.
“FIVE! I am sorry.” She cried out and I knew the moment Bella found her place in my playroom.
“I know you are sweetheart and I am sorry that I had to do that. Dress and take your seat or if you wish you can stand but do not go to your Master for comfort right now or you will find yourself right back here on my bench and it will be twenty because I am not fucking around here any more is that understood?” My voice was louder than it should have been by the time I was done but I think I got the point across because I didn’t hear a sound out of her.
Edward looked on and I could see the hurt in his eyes so I went to him immediately and asked, “If you want to back out now then do so. Now would be the time if you find that you cannot punish her.”
He looked at me and shook his head no. “I am not giving up.” He sat back and crossed his leg over his lap. “I will admit it hurts to see that I am not going to lie to you Ben. Not anymore but I still refuse to give up because we want this, both of us and well…never mind we want this and I am not giving up so long as she doesn’t.”
I wondered what he meant by that so I demanded he follow me as we left the room and I went to his desk in their bedroom, picked up the pad of paper, and handed it to him. Then I asked him mentally,
What do you mean never mind?
He gave me a small smile, wrote the words, and handed it to me.
Is it wrong that it turned me right the fuck on?
I looked away from him and held my laugh. Damn him. I knew he could hear me so I didn’t bother to try to hide my thoughts from him. I tried to cover it with the reply but I don’t think it worked as he adjusted himself with that damn smart-ass smirk on his face.
“We can discuss that at one of those functions she is not present at.” I replied and ripped off the paper and threw it in the trash and commanded him to come without realizing whom I was commanding. It was a habit what could I say? He snorted and I turned and punched him in the chest. “Fucker.” I growled and we went back into the playroom once we were composed again.
Bella sat with her head down in her seat and for a split second, I almost wanted to renege my decision for her to seek comfort. Edward took his seat and didn’t look at her so I did the same.
Tia was back where she was expected and I was so happy in the moment to have a submissive that was so well mannered and damn it if I didn’t get hard.
Let me clarify something here. Dominants cannot help the part of them that brings out their arousal when they wield a cane or a paddle across their subs ass. It doesn’t matter weather you are a human or vampire to feel any difference. It goes with the whole reason why we are in this role as well. I have to agree with Edward and say he was a freak of nature to not be able to get aroused when he paddled Tanya’s ass because just thinking about that shit got me hot. I am still a fucking man and that girl is the epitome of hot. He was seriously lacking of that I have no doubt. I even wondered if his balls might still be human while he was changed as to an explanation. It was a mystery.
For the remainder of the night I had demonstrated the specifics mostly related to our public appearance. What Bella and Edward did in private was totally up to them but how they conducted themselves in public among very experienced BDSM clientele was critical to me. I had already failed Edward once and there was no way I could live with the disrespect I would receive if I brought these two to a party and had Bella speaking out of turn and laughing and joking with Edward behind me while I tried to pretend that I was in control.
That simply was not about to happen!
There is only one submissive in the lifestyle that could get away with what he does and that is because of whom he is and how he comes off.
Emmett Cullen is a force to be reckoned with if you pissed him off, but deep down he was as submissive to only one person in this world and that was Rosalie Cullen.
Emmett would not submit to anyone if say he were in here instead of Bella. He would politely ask me where I would prefer to have his fist land if I ever thought about correcting him. This was totally a learned thing among our community and it had grown with us as we learned to accept this from him. However, Bella was not Emmett and if she wanted to play, she was going to play the game the way it was meant to be played.
We had been in here for well over three hours and Tia was so damn ready to explode that I had to back off and let her cool down before she lost control. Bella didn’t understand the dynamics of holding off an orgasm so we rather went off topic and had delved into it so deeply that my poor girl here tied to the table was probably ready to hang me by my balls if I didn’t give her relief. I lost focus and sort of dropped out of the instructor mode of my job and fell into my Dominant persona with my inner beast screaming to get out again.
All I can say is ‘sorry’ to Edward and Bella for the end of that out of control scene that went a little haywire. I had a little more sympathy now for their actions than I had before…because when you’re in the moment there is no one else in the room and I fucked the shit out of her and my dirty mouth started to fly. I don’t think Edward or Bella were too bent about it as soon as they realized our lesson was over and practically mauled one another as they left the room for me and Tia to continue alone.
Over the course of the next month Bella had not only done exceptionally well only ending up on the whipping bench a couple of more times although I had this feeling she may have done them on purpose because she knew what she was doing was wrong. Edward heard the thought in my head as it crossed my mind and just then a big shitty grin spread across his face and that was when I suspected that the little vixen wanted me to whip her ass. The confirmation was abundantly clear when I was flooded by her scent on the third instance. Edward stiffened once he realized I caught it but he relaxed the moment I found the whole thing amusing more than arousing.
Our last night after instruction was going well and everything seemed to be falling into place. To look at both of them now and the way the acted was like night and day when I was in their presence. Tia says she sees it as well. Bella has already tested her control as far as the blood lust is concerned and she had a lot of help with us all around to protect the world from her thirst.
Watching her learn was actually amazing to see how the Cullen’s supported this feeding lifestyle and one another. If Bella could taste human blood and then turn around and could still do this then why the hell couldn’t we? I asked Tia if she was ready to try this vegetarian lifestyle and suggested that maybe spending some time with the Cullen family would help get us into the mindset they had to be successful in it so after tonight all of us were heading up to Oregon to spend time with Esme and Carlisle. That was until all hell broke loose and Edward’s secret had somehow managed to slip out of his own two lips. All I heard him say was something to the effect of ‘fourteen carat golden eyes’ and then I heard the loudest gasp and turned in time to see the look on his face.
Remorse.
Fear.
Anxiety.
But the one that screamed, Oh Shit I am so Fucked were clearly written across his face.
As I said, Bella is a beautiful girl, a stunning vampire but when she is pissed off, she glows like a goddamn angel. She screeched at the top of her vampire lungs and I think the window’s in the house down the road rumbled.
“Oh my god…there is only one way you could know that!!!” She stood up and her chair was flown back so quickly it was now part of the drywall behind it.
He stood up quickly and I think it was then that both Tia and I realized that in Bella’s eyes we had betrayed her just as much as he had for keeping it from her.
She looked at Tia and me and the hurt in her eyes was indescribable. She turned to look at him again and he looked so utterly lost.
“You can read my mind Edward?” Her voice cracked as if she was going to cry. “Have you have been lying to me all this time?” She covered her mouth and backed away from him.
The entire scene had become a nightmare, it’s only been a couple of hours, and we find we are chasing her through the woods of California all the way up into the Northern part near the Redwoods. Every time Edward has caught up to explain, her rage takes over she loses it and she beats the hell out of him and runs again with us all hot on her tail. Carlisle and Esme are trying to cut her off before she passes through Oregon and I truly hope that if anyone can stop her and calm her down it is Carlisle Cullen.
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As always thank you to both Marg and Tracy who give me their input and help me to improve what I already thought was good. You have them to thank for Ben's ire. I was too gentle on them to start but they led me in the direction I needed to go.
You both shine like stars! xoxox
Loved Ben's POV, especially as he described fucking and feeding from Tia. Apologizing for the brief pain he is causing her was very heart-warming and something Edward has yet to do.
ReplyDeleteI love that Ben checked up on their switch scene via Alice. Man was he pissed and rightly so. I like that he is teaching them positions, I think that will help them to get in the right frame of mind. I think it was very important that Ben punished Bella when and how he did. For her I would have wished that her first punishment had come from Edward.
I can't believe that Edward still hadn't told her, especially after their switch scene in the playroom. That would have been the ideal time to tell her. What a stupid mistake. With that breach of trust they will have to start all over again. He is such an ass.