Chapter 49 So you think your a bad ass newborn?

 

EDWARD’S ETERNAL KISS


CHAPTER 49

SO YOU THINK YOU’RE A BAD ASS NEWBORN?

~X~X~X~BELLA~X~X~X~

I crouched and hissed. Suddenly all my senses were heightened which I knew was vital to my survival. My sight, my hearing, my smell, even my stance to warn them all kicked in. My mind kicked into overdrive and I knew this was my instincts taking over. I darted my eyes taking in each of them and surveying the area around me.

Come on come out. I know your there damn it, you come out any other time, where the fuck are you now?

Okay now I am talking to myself. But seriously, where the fuck is she?  They were starting to surround me completely and I wasn’t about to let that shit happen. I had to think fast. Then out of nowhere, she finally kicked in.

Run right for them as fast as you can, startle and stun them for just a second, it will give us enough time to divert and flip up to a limb then we take to the tops. We are good in the trees. And yell, it will confuse them.

I followed everything she said and took off running faster than I have ever ran, heading right for them screaming at the top of my lungs. Right before I reached Lauren I launched myself into the tree, landing high above them and froze.

It worked! They were looking around for me but not a single one of them bothered to look up.  That is when I took off hopping from tree to tree.

There was no way I could take them on by myself. I had to get out of here. Then I heard her faint voice. It was so faint I stopped and turned thinking that one of them was following me through the trees.

“Bella.” It was barely a whisper. It was Tia. I could see her and she shook her head ever so slightly that only a vampire could have seen the movement.

She mouthed the words “Don’t move.”

That is when I heard Edward. He was yelling my name and I had never been so happy to hear his voice but something was wrong it sounded like a strangled cry. My first reaction was panic and I had to get to him.

“Bella, no!”

I launched myself down to the ground and started running towards his voice. Out of nowhere, Heidi came at me from the side and we rolled to the ground. She snapped and clawed at me and in return I did the same hissing and spitting at her.

“Admit it you little whore! Admit you wanted him from the beginning.  That you planned this!” she screeched.

I hissed and snapped at her “I didn’t! I had nothing to do with Edward’s decision to let any of you go!”

“It’s bad enough you’re a whore, but a liar too?” She accused.

“Who the fuck are you calling a whore?” I seethed.

“You! You waltz into his home dressed like a little tramp and flirted with him.  Then that very same day he dismisses Lauren! Give me a break. I may be blonde but I am not stupid!”

“Well apparently you fucking are because I was still a goddamn virgin and usually virgins are NOT whores. Unlike you who fucks girls in front of a man that never touched you.  Now I can totally see why! You’re just nasty!”

She screamed and lunged for me grabbing my hair and pulling so hard I thought it was actually coming out.  

“You fucking bitch! What did I tell you?” James was on top of her grabbing her by the throat. “I will take your fucking head off if you hurt her. I told you she is mine!”

Before I knew what was happening Victoria came up behind me and grabbed me. I tried to turn but she had me pinned to the ground. She hissed and told me to shut up or she would kill me.

Edward’s raspy voice was getting closer now and they heard him as well. For a slight second I had a chance to use my strength and shove her back then flip out of her grasp, up over them and took off running but I didn’t get far when I was then tackled by Lauren. There was no way I was going to win this fight, there was too many of them.

Before I know what happened, Tia dropped from the tree and within a fraction of a second took Lauren’s head off. I could hear the sound of dead flesh ripping and tearing as it came apart from her body.

 I gasped as I watched her head roll across the field. Her body fell to the ground but kept twitching.

“Run Bella!” she grabbed my hand and we started but James grabbed my shirt and jeans and pulled me back yanking me out of her grasp.

His arm came around and he had me by the throat and completely encircled in his arms.
His voice was in my ear.

“I wanted to taste that sweet blood Isabella. Man you must have tasted so good.  I bet he blew his load the minute he entered that tight little pussy of yours for the first time!  That really sucks because I would have loved to been the one to pop your sweet cherry. Now I have to settle for your sweet venom instead. ”

I felt his mouth right at my throat as he licked me making me shudder.

“Mmm….now that’s just a sweet taste of heaven isn’t it?”

You are stronger than him.  You should be able to get away from him!

“You son of a bitch!” I twisted around grabbing his arm taking it with me as I turned. I could hear something in his arm break or crack. He roared in what I was sure was pain but I wouldn’t let it go. I used every bit of strength I had and pushed with my foot, using his body as leverage and pulled as hard as I could yanking his arm completely off.  He screamed like a little bitch. His eyes were black and I hissed at him.

“YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!” He yelled and grabbed at me before I could get away.  All of a sudden I heard Edward yell, “BELLA!”

James and I both looked towards the blur heading straight for us knowing he was going to collide and knock us to the ground.

I hit hard, rolled, and righted myself. Edward and James were circling each other facing off when Heidi came at me again. I rolled with her, grabbed her arm, and locked onto it biting as hard as I could.

She screamed at the top of her lungs, “You bitch!” I turned and repeated the same exact thing I saw Tia do ripping her head right off her shoulders and chucked it.

Victoria took off running but was now surrounded by vampires. Rosalie, Ben, Emmett, Jasper, and Alice were all there and I was never happier to see them in all my life.

I turned to see Edward and James fighting. Each time James tried to flee or make a move Edward was able to determine it right before he did it making it impossible for James to get away.  God I loved my little mind read… when he wasn’t reading my mind, that is.

Rosalie and Jasper took Victoria’s head off when I wasn’t even looking, Emmett launched himself into the fight with James, and before I could move, they were gathering body parts putting them in a pile.
“Who has a match?” Emmett asked.
“I don’t have a match. You got a match Rose?” He asked.
“I don’t have a match…you got one Alice?” Rosalie asked.
“Why would I have a match?” Alice replied.
“Ben do you got a match?” Emmett asked.
“I am with Alice why would I have a match?”
“Well what about you Edward you got a match?” Ben asked.
“No! What about Tia?” Edward asked.

While they were standing there arguing the hair on my neck rose, my senses were on alert again but a split second too late because out of no where I was being dragged backwards away from them as they continued to argue. I was now in a headlock in a vampire’s arms I didn’t recognize. She hissed in my ear. “I have been waiting for this moment.” I watched them all turn to see me; Edward’s eyes were wide with surprise.

“Don’t move Edward or she dies and yeah I know you can read my mind so I just want you to listen for just a few moments. I have a few things to say to you.”

It got deadly quiet as he stood there listening to her.

He finally spoke and said, “Let her go Tanya, she had nothing to do with my decision. I don’t care what Lauren or Heidi has told you. This was my decision. No one else had any say in it. I fell in love with her the moment I met her and I can’t help that. Don’t punish her because you think she wronged you. It was me; I am the one to blame. You’ve said your peace now let her go.”

“I didn’t promise that I would.” She replied and her lips were next to my ear. “I would have shared him, you know.”

I shuddered at the thought.

“I am really good and I bet you would have been a lot of fun to break in. Ask Edward he will tell you how dirty and naughty I can be. I could have had you screaming for him in so many ways.”

“Tanya let her go!”

“Don’t use that tone with me!” she yelled. “He still thinks he has control. Silly vampire.” Her words were meant for me.

“Don’t make me choose!!” He moved forward a half a step, I felt the tightening on my throat, and I grunted. She was taller and fuck she was stronger than me. She had to of just recently been changed.

“Tanya let her fucking go! You can walk away!” he yelled. “I won’t do anything if you just let her go. Please.”

It broke my heart to see that look in his eye.

From out of nowhere I heard this feral scream come, a high pitched keening sound that startled me and before I could figure out what it was I was knocked to the ground as I heard the horrendous sound of a vampire being torn to pieces, literally. It was a huge motion of blurriness and when it finally stopped I saw Esme standing there holding Tanya’s head as she tossed it into the pile.

“Who has a match?” she asked and I couldn’t help but let out a loud laugh. She looked at me cheekily and winked.

“Mama bear!” Emmett grabbed her up and swung her around hugging her and kissing her cheeks.

I turned and Edward was now standing right next to me and the furrow of his brow was etched deep. The smile on my face disappeared instantly and I looked at him.
“Bella?” his voice was a hoarse whisper.

“Edward!” I lunged into his arms hugging him and crying tears that would never come. I wrapped myself completely around him and swore I would never let him go. Yes, I was still so fucking angry with him but it didn’t matter right now. What mattered is that we were both still here and that I wasn’t about to take that for granted. I began spreading kisses on his neck and his throat and his ear and his cheeks.

“I am so sorry.” He kept saying over and over again. “I was scared that if I told you, you would leave me.”

“Edward that’s the stupidest thing you have ever said!”

“No it isn’t. It seems lately I am doing a lot of stupid shit since I met you! Bella you make me stupid!”

I laughed. “Is that supposed to be a compliment?” I asked.

“Well yeah sort of.”

“You’re so silly.”

“I hate to interrupt, but would either of you happen to have a match?” Emmett asked as he turned to point to the pile of moving dead vampire body parts trying to find their torsos.

“That’s just really gross.” I observed. “And Emmett as a matter of fact I have a lighter will this work?” I asked. His eyes widened in surprise and the he looked confused as I tossed him a purple Bic lighter.

“What?” I smirked. “I planned a romantic night with my boyfriend and was going to light some candles.” I shrugged.

Edward laughed loudly jiggling me in his arms. I leaned in and nuzzled into his ear.

“Well I certainly hope you locked up the houses before you all left.” The big living Ken doll asked and I would swear my heart fluttered.

God why was he so dreamy?

I then turned to look at Edward and he didn’t hear that thought so that meant he didn’t hear me all the time. I thanked heavens for that.

“I will call Laurent and have him make sure they are all taken care of.” Edward said. Emmett lit the vamps on fire and he tossed me back the lighter as I slid it into my back pocket. The smell was rancid and we all just stood back and waited to make sure that the deed was completed and nothing was left but ash.

I looked up at Edward and I saw the sadness in his eyes. “This isn’t your fault you know.”

Ben came up and patted Edward on the back. “You didn’t mean for this to happen.”

Edward swallowed thickly and I knew he still felt the guilt as I hugged him tighter.

I whispered in his ear. “Don’t ever put me down.” As I squeezed my legs around him holding on to him like my life depended on it, which I realized at the moment it did. I could not live a day without him in my life. He was my Edward and he belonged to me just as much as I belonged to him and even if he could read my mind I would just have to learn to live with it. I wasn’t going to change the way I thought or how I processed things in my head because this is who I was. He had to accept me for who I was no matter what I thought or didn’t think.

“Hey what happened to Charlotte?” Jasper asked and we all looked at one another. No one seemed to know what had happened to her. Maybe she was still human? I thought.

Once the fire was out and we all took off heading for the Cullen’s to spend some time with Esme and Mr. Ken doll himself. As the day wore on everyone seemed to be doing their own thing. This is when I decided to confront a few of them. 

“We need to talk.” I stood there in the doorway and watched him as he turned from the window to look at me.

“I know Bella. All I can say is that I am sorry and it was wrong and I know that. I knew it then, damn it. It is just you know how my mind works…it started working overtime and I imagined you getting upset about it and then thinking that maybe you didn’t want to be with someone who could hear your thoughts and I feared you would just walk away.”

“You have very little faith in me, Edward, and that really hurts!”

“I am learning to.” He looked hopeful. “Have faith I mean.”

“Come with me.” I grabbed his hand and pulled him downstairs.

Ben and Tia were sitting on the sofa talking to Jasper and Alice. No one else was home.

“Sit.” I commanded Edward and his brow shot up in surprise. Ben’s eyes narrowed and he waited to see what Edward would do. So did I.

He sat down and his expression was masked. I couldn’t tell if he was angry or not. I turned to Ben and asked, “Do you have a problem with me telling him that?” I asked confidently.

Ben cleared his throat and I started in before he could utter a word.

“First of all if there was a cane in this house I would have all three of you bent over a whipping bench!” I practically screamed.

“How could you betray me that way? All three of you no less! I mean really, what was the last month that we shared together about anyway. Wasn’t part of what we learned all about trust; understanding one’s abilities and limits?  I thought the key thing we had to have is trust! I am supposed to fully trust my Master and you are just as guilty as he is for not saying anything! Why did you not insist upon it?” I glared at Ben then looked at Tia.

“And you…Tia that really hurts. I understand your position as a submissive but you should have been the one to speak up for me. You of all people know the trust we give them.  How could you guys forget something so important, so vital in our relationship to rationalize Edward lying to me was even remotely okay?”

“With all due respect Bella I never thought it was okay and we told him that.” Ben defended but quickly added. “However, you my dear could not be more right. And for that, I apologize to you from the bottom of my cold, dead heart sweetheart. Bella you make me so proud right now for calling us out on this. We literally fucked up and I can never say I am sorry enough!” he smiled this huge smile and I couldn’t stop the stupid response I had to it. It made me feel good that I made him proud.

“I am sorry too.” Tia said but she wouldn’t look at me.

“Tia honey I am not the kind of person that holds a grudge and I owe you my life after what you did.  You risked yourself not once but twice for me.  I’ll never forget that.  But   I got to ask you why it didn’t cross your mind that he was betraying my trust?”

“I guess I was too focused on you guys learning your roles. And, I believed it was his secret to tell not mine. It is a natural thing for a submissive to remain out of any business that is not hers.”

“I understand that but as a friend you still could have said something.”

I turned to Edward. “I trusted you Edward. I never in my life thought you would keep anything from me, especially something as big as this. I need to know when you first heard me.”

“After you were changed while you were making love to me.” He admitted.

“And how often do you hear me?”

“Not as often as I would like.” he said as serious as he could be.

“Edward?” I asked again.

“The night of the experiment and maybe less than a handful of times between but it’s always during intimate moments. I have not heard your thoughts outside of that. I don’t know why that is and I think we need to discuss this with Carlisle…maybe you have some sort of gift.  I can’t be sure but Bella being inside your head when we are together like that is the best gift I could ever get. Your thoughts are so sweet and so pure; there is nothing for you to be ashamed about. It doesn’t change the way I feel about you and I hope it doesn’t change the way you feel about me.”

“It doesn’t Edward but it does change our relationship. You betrayed my trust and it is truly going to take time for you to earn that back. If I find that you keep something like this from me again I will never trust you and if that happens Edward that is a deal breaker! Just so it is clear you won’t be getting any submission from me until I think I can trust you!”

“Bella we do have a party that I have already scheduled for us to attend next Friday. It’s the annual BDSM Munch. This isn’t at a restaurant or a bar it’s at Master Peter’s Estate. I have already replied to the invitations that we would attend. This is a full party with scenes and everything. There will be a lot of clientele there.” Ben stated.

“Fine. I will submit that one evening but don’t make any more promises Ben or you, Edward. I am serious. You feel any need then enjoy yourself!” I stormed upstairs, threw myself on the bed, and hated the stupid vampire I loved.

It had been hours since I had left the room everyone pretty much left me alone until Alice and Jasper came up to ask me to come even out the teams for their football game. That was when I had a really great idea.

“Hey Alice I will agree to play with you on one condition.” She smiled the minute the thought entered my mind and I had decided.

About thirty minutes later Edward Cullen was going to experience the worst punishment he could imagine.

Esme, Tia, Rosalie, Alice, and I walked out to the back yard where the guys were tossing the ball. All of them looked up at us except for Edward who must have already been in on the plan because he wouldn’t look our way at all.

“Holy shit! What kind of football is this?” Emmett called out and within seconds, he was next to Rosalie rubbing up against her. She smirked and said “Back off cowboy. It’s girls against the guys.”

Emmett groaned. “That aint fair!”

The big Ken doll walked up, whistled at us all, and said, “Ladies you are the sexiest football team I have ever seen!” he winked and I swear I would blush if I could.
Then Emmett that fucker unleashed his gift.

“Oh Dr. Cullen does that mean you will be our team doctor? I feel a few aches coming on.” I covered my mouth and a deep growl ripped through Edward.

I couldn’t help but giggle. He wouldn’t look at us and Dr. Cullen chuckled.

I remembered there was a football game every year called lingerie football. So all of us went in, found something to wear in Alice’s closet of magic, and dressed up. We smeared black mascara under our eyes and we walked out to the field and took our positions. It was then that Edward finally had to look at us. This is the funny part.

We all turned around and huddled to simulate as if we were discussing plays bent over with our asses up in the air.

I heard his groan louder than anyone else’s.

We clapped and went to stand at our positions. Jasper tossed me the ball, I thanked him, and then we all turned to face the opposite direction while we bent over and gave them all a nice view of our asses. Tia giggled and said “Oops I think we are supposed to face the other way you guys and she turned around and we followed to see five guys bent over with their mouths hanging open.

I had to do everything I could to hold in my laughter.

When Rosalie hiked the ball to me, I just stood there not really knowing what to do. I didn’t know anything about football as Emmett bounded over to me and picked me up throwing me over his shoulder with the ball still in my hands.
 “Hey!”

 He began walking at a humans pace to the goal while I kicked and screamed.

“You can’t do that this isn’t fair!” I kicked and smacked his back with my free hand.

He took me all the way to the goal post, picked me up off his shoulder, set me down gently, pinched my cheek, and said “Touch down six to zero!”

He snagged the ball out of my hand and I looked back to see everyone laughing. Even Edward had lightened up a little. Damn him.

I stomped back and we had to watch Jasper kick it over the goal post. Damn him to hell he scored the point!

I growled and said “Okay that’s it! Come on girls!”

“We need to hurry up and get this game over with.” Ben commanded. Over the course of the next hour, it was 28 to 27 in our favor and the guys were rocking some serious hard cocks under their jeans. This was the last play and the ball was passed to me and I took off running but my he-man of a boyfriend, who unfortunately was faster, tackled me pinning me down.

“Okay games over the girls win!” and it got deadly quiet. Edward was still straddling over top of me as I looked around to see everyone had disappeared. I smirked to myself knowing they were upstairs getting it on.

“Excuse me I need to go get changed.” I shoved him off and headed for the house.

“Bella!” Edward called and I turned to look at him over my shoulder “Yeah?”

“What the hell?”

“What’s wrong?” I feigned innocence.

His eyes narrowed and he threw the football across the field implanting it into a tree trunk.

“Nothing.” He scowled and got up stomping off into the forest. I giggled to myself as I headed into the house.

My god it sounded like a whorehouse in here. I showered then dressed in the skimpiest strapless summer dress I had and walked downstairs. The moaning and thumping of beds and pounding of headboards could be heard in every room. I caught him out of the corner of my eye sitting at his piano just staring at the keys. He looked so sad. His eyes looked up to me and he took my outfit in and groaned again.

That will teach you to lie to me! I smiled at him, sat down with my book, and curled up to read.

As the night wore on, I got up, went to our room, and left Edward still sitting at his piano. He had only hit the keys a couple of times not even playing really just staring at it.
Talk about an emo little vampire. Wow. He was acting like mommy took away his favorite toy….Oh wait…that sort of is too close to Bella took away his favorite toy. I chuckled to myself, went up to our room, and plopped down on the bed with my book.
I could still hear every sound and fuck if it didn’t start to get me a little aroused. Shit!

The thumping next door was the worst with Emmett bellowing out “Oh Rosie that’s it smack it! Smack it!” I couldn’t hold my giggle before I finally blurted out “Smack it for me too Rose!” I started rolling on the bed laughing and when I finally stopped, I looked up to see Edward standing over me. His eyes were jet black and he was hissing.

“Go take a cold shower!” I snapped and got up and stormed out of the bedroom slamming the door. I headed out the back door and walked over to the creek that was just beyond the rocky outline of the back yard. I could still hear moans and whimpers and I could hear Edward in the shower. I closed my eyes and imagined him lathering himself up.

Shit what were you thinking? You’re punishing both of us, this fucking sucks!

Yeah well, it’s too late now. Then I heard him. He was masturbating in the shower! Damn him! I growled and plopped down on the rock. Fine if he can do it so can I!
I reached up under my dress and ripped my panties off, spread my legs and started to rub. Every part of my body was a thousand times more sensitive since my change.

The playroom scenes Ben and Tia had done were fucking hot and not that I wanted to do either of them it was just watching that got me excited. Ben really was a very attentive Dom and he had skills that I couldn’t help but notice.  Every time one of their scenes ended, Edward would have me naked in bed before I could blink.

I listened to him stroke himself and could hear his body shudder and react to his own touch. I felt my heart crack a little, as the breathy honeyed voice whispered my name from those lips while he stroked himself. I found myself rubbing a little harder. My clit was so swollen with need and want that it felt like I could explode.

‘Oh God Bella…I’m going to come.’

I could hear the slapping of skin against skin and wetness splashing and was amazed that I actually heard Edward’s body release his orgasm.

‘Fuck!!!!!’

The word fell from my lips as I rubbed harder and slid a finger into my wetness stroking it in and out. I heard him shut off the water but lost focus as I frantically sought out my own release.

“Does that feel as good as if I were doing it Kitten?”

His voice startled me and my head snapped in his direction. He stood there in my favorite pair of Levi’s and wet hair with droplets of water all over his chest.

Fucking Levi’s…he thinks he is so conniving! Errrrr there was no way in hell those were going to work. All it accomplished was to make me madder.

He was not winning this one! “Mm…no but it will do for now.” I breathed, turning away from him while I continued stroking myself. I was so close to coming he wasn’t going to take this from me too!

Then right at the peak, I heard him roar and he pounced hovering over me.

“MINE!”

He locked onto my neck just as I was in the height of my orgasm and I came blissfully hard with his hand gripping my hair and his lips on my throat. My body convulsed and exploded and when he sealed my wound he pulled back to look at me with that hurt puppy dog look in his eyes.

I glared at him. “Here’s a gift for you!” I stormed off towards the house throwing my panties at him.

“Stupid Vampire liar!”  I scowled.

All I heard him breathe was, “I said I was sorry.”

But I ignored him and went to our room to get away from him and to let him stew about it for a while. In the mean time, I was kicking myself for thinking of lingerie football when they were all still getting it on several hours later.

Shit always happens to me! Ugh!